最近比较烦 最近情绪很Down

我不關心。 我更好保證得到這些和做與。 更好请保證投入所有這些在我的後面之後和繼續前進。 我必須接受事實這是這，并且我不可能改變它。 *pray* *pray*

I found the Chinese Sentences above sounds WEIRD due to the direct translation from English.

Featuring below.....At my work desk

You think you can do it?

"Dance like no one's watching. Sing like no one's listening. Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt before. Live like there's no tomorrow"

Warning!!: My upcoming post will be tight and furious and blunt and insane or watever you want to consider it because my current mood is EMO! If you think dont want to feel miserable over other ppl's happenings DO NOT READ! from here *period*

I doubt i could do all of them. I may sing like no one's listening but the rest absolute no no.. ...

I remember asking around If "You would feel regret over what you didn't do or what you did?" Some say the former some say the latter and some say BOTH.

I'll opt for the former => Because i'm gutless! Things are always left untouch from my end and it's gone with the wind. Silly i am. And the moment i realise it it's TOO LATE! and i felt so dumb. I'm a stupid dumb ass.

yadda yaddaa..So what? Means i have to dig a hole and conduct a self burial!!!

I don't understand, never going to understand and been constantly learning to be understanding. And after all these i considered myself being understanding... Not meh???!
But i still found myself in a mess. Not because i'm not understanding...God knows what reason in the air and it's for me to find out.

Just yesterday i wish can have the memory of a goldfish that can only last for 3 seconds. It could be a blessing to a goldfish. And it poses as a disaster to a non- goldfish.

I dont want to make things crystal clear at most of the time because i know the moment i do it i'll snap on it!

Want to experience how angry i can be? How i can yell and scream and scold and ended up what? Sob endlessly before i put myself to bed?

If i were to ask someone to calm me down after telling them what happened, they would be "Serves you right lah! You never learn!!! Told you before!!!" Excuse me, It doesnt help much okayyy!!!

So what now? What can i do? Learn to be a goldfish and dont listen to what people say. Dont detail what ppl say and don't save it to my memory.

It's like asking me to hang myself not to rmb what ppl say because god gave me a good memory. Is that my fault of having the ability to rmb so much stuff?

urgghhh!!!!