Wednesday, June 28, 2006

what more to say?

Been there done tht!

If you can count how many times in just this 5 months after which i came home, How many times did i go all the way to the "city" for interviews?

How many window shopping i did in KLCC, MidValley and 1-Utama? How many buses, LRT and Monorails i took in KL?

That will come to uncountable soon. Why? Because just last week i came back after a long weekend in KL and then happy to say (or should i not?) that im going down to the Central Region again.

But this time it will be a real short one.

Almost every month i will have a moment where i feel restless and i think it happens now. Or why else i'm blogging on all these?

All the flashing backs, the stupidities and sillyness.

baka! i don't really know what am i typing now

before i reach the level of insanity and come out with non making sense words i shall stop here. right here!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

20062006

refer today's date for the title of the day

been having thoughts these few days. It keep on coming till which it's hard to come to a full stop.

Quote for the week "When will these thoughts come to a STOP?"

Well well well...

I will be heading down to the City this weekend and do wish me Best of Luck.

There will a Career Fair that will be held in Mid Valley this weekend too and i should be there.

i don't know what is there to talk about..to blog about cus i've lost my words to blog. aihs nvm

Saturday, June 17, 2006

scroll...scroll to look at the pictures

also to present you this interesting picture























Starbucks Coffee in QVB which is under Renovation. Isn't it Cool?

officially graduated, employed but actively looking for a job

Just 2 days ago i've got an offer for an interview in KL next Thursday. This is what i've been waiting; waiting to be shortlisted. And finally here it comes and there are in total 34 candidates for that particular program. If i manage to get that position i will most probably ended up in KL city. Which also means i'm moving down.

This trip to KL will be a long one that stretches from Thursday to Sunday. Needed to go to 1-Utama for some shop shop. :P Now praying hard that my ankle should heal by then. Another headache thing is applying for leave (Yes again!)

Last few days at work was as usual. One abnormality is that i've been thinking much, much on nostalgias. Flashing backs...bringing out all the memories i had in my previous life chapter that officially ended last Sunday 11th June (a date that is easily remembered)

What did i do for the past few days from 31st to 11th June in Sydney. Needless to say it does mean a lot and it should be recorded down. but not here...

dear diary......

bla bla bla bla bla


Back to the year 2001. graduated from high school with such a decent and innocent mind.During that time i thought the transition period was hard. Thinking of what to do. Of course Form 6 is an Absolute NO NO! Whether to go to KL or stay in Penang? If in Penang where? INTI, KDU, Disted or TARC? (back then it was one of the most popular colleges in Penang)
















2002.
Completed the NSW HSC in Inti Int'l College Penang. Another transition period which wasn't quite hard to go through.














2003
.Enrolled myself in The USyd Commerce Program for 2 semesters. The hardest time is right after the 2 semesters. Thinking of where to go. UQ? USyd? UAdelaide? or ANU? Wanted to get into ANU badly but they offered me a place for 3 yrs. Well well coming to USyd is what i always wanted to; so in the end i went to USyd.(that so far i have not regretted going as it marks one of the best chapter in my life)

















2004 - 2005
. Needless to say what had happened because it is so meaningful that it's undescribeable by words

2006. One of the WORST Transition period. That's where my career starts. Struggling now towards the job that i've been looking for. Also to the other 3 guys in the 7 who will or has started their career, Do make sure to chase after what u want to do and Best of Everything.






















2007 and beyond.
I think i will still be working hard like a mad woman. We shall see how it goes. I may look like this

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

another 6 months i go

I have just receive a confirmation of my contract renewal with Dell. And i will be on contract with them for another 6 months.

Benefits outweighs the cost of it. Cus other than staying employed i can seek for a new job. Although it seems quite blurry from now on which direction i wish to follow i have faith upon the job that i wish to opt for.

I'm aware how life can be difficult during this transition period but i think it's worth the wait. Because i know bearing a fruit needs effort.

And so im gonna be sticking with the word Dell for as long as until end of this year.Which means i will be in Penang until end of the year as for now unless i've got a job offer and supposed to go somewhere don't know what.

And at the same time actively seeking for a job. Any opportunities in the areas of Banking and Finance please let me know peeps.

Since i will be here. eh those there let's plan a trip somewhere end of the year laaa. I will be here. Right here waiting...

Back to serious stuff now

I woke up with my ankle a little swollen this morning. I think the reason was that i wore a sports shoes for the whole day (i should have put on the brace)

BUT If i dun wear a sports shoes how am i gonna drive???

A friend offered to drive me to work and Today i put on the braces and i'm sitting on this blue chair in front of this laptop blogging AGAIN.

Thought of going to the physiotherapist soon to see the condition of my ankle and also to get some MCs so that i can rest at home. At the same time feeling bad for taking MCs but i can't help it.

Will see how la ha...

Later Entry
I'M BORED!!!
Yahoo Horoscope says this to me :
Planning your future can feel like a task that's hard to get your arms around -- after all, how can you look into the future with any sort of certainty? Things are in a constant state of flux -- especially now -- so you'll feel less frustrated if you just let life go on as it is for a little while longer. There's no need to pin down every little goal you have. There is a real mystery in your future, and you should see it as a very exhilarating thing.
Quite true...

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

to those days

What happened on the night i arrived?
Parents has a great shock looking at my ankle.

Then..
Started unpacking. That made me realise how little stuff i have and how much food i brought home.

Then..
Decided not to work on Monday which is yesterday. Rested at home the whole day. Sleeping time scares everyone away. Woke up at 9am. Slept at 12pm to 4pm. Then slept at 12 am after the dinner. Elder sister ordered Fried Crab tht i'm quite sick of eating already during dinner.

Now..
Sitting in front of this lappie blogging away after i drove to work this morning that safely reaches Dell Asia Pac. Finished doing a few pricing files and now feeling a little restless because god knows how many times i yawned. I took 15 mins to walk from the parking lot to my office which normally can be reached in 5 mins time. And im back to work...work and work...

That's my life and how it's gonna be from now on. Just work work and work. I really miss those times i had in Uni and of course particularly the 10days in Sydney although i had a fractured ankle. I so wish that time can just stop there but it doesnt seems will do. Well as time passes by im sure we will meet each other again. Looking forward for tht time.

At the moment hoping to lodge an insurance claim to get back my AUD 300 spent on my fractured ankle. Wish me luck and also Hope to recover soon...

To Mr Chin, Min Li, Joy, Kim Teck and Yien Von
Thanks for your great care and hospitalisation when i was back then.
Thanks for the graduation gift too to all. Good Luck in Final Exams and Happy Winter Holidays

Thursday, June 08, 2006

back to where i used to be which also coming to an end

whatever that has its beginning for sure will come to an end. And if u ponder on that same thing over and over again u will never move on.

Sometimes i wonder if i did move on? or have i been in tht particular time frame that i didnt move on at all. some odour reminds u of someone or something and some songs reminds u of someone or something or some time too.

I was overly obsessed with this song for such a long time tht i think if it is to be played here it feels utterly different.

Am i insane?

Well things was going allright except the fact that i had to wear tht brace for 5 weeks and i doubt i could drive to work.

I've learned that what i say has got its effects on someone i know. What i think is that if u want to find out something come straight to me and stop guessing. Taking up freaking 3 months to go through isnt worth it my dear. And now tht knowing the truth u will realised that u have wasted 3 months on this Shit i said which isnt all about you at all.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

A memorable Birthday and Graduation Day

My 22nd Birthday
















Kim Teck and My Graduation Day