horoscope of the day

"Things are suddenly coming to a difficult stalemate regarding the love and romance in your life, dear Gemini. Perhaps you felt like everything was going fine and that you had nothing to worry about. In reality, this notion of "everything going fine" was just your self-denial hard at work, making you think that you could continue on the path you were on without really considering how your actions were affecting others. Be prepared for a reality check that you did not see coming."

hmmm.........what does that supposed to mean? Isn't a good sign eh?
Anyways today is the last day of 2005. Bygones be bygones. Let's move on friends! See you guys in 2006!
My first and could be my last time in life that i will celebrating my NYE in Sydney. Tonight mark at 12.00am i will be shouting Happy New Year at the Mrs. Macquarie's point to usher the new year! I doubt if u would believe this. I'm going to the vantage point now, yes! NOW!!!! because apparently all the gates in to all the vantage points for NYE wil be closed at 3.00pm. That's scary huh? A bit bizarre but i think i should get there and make sure i see the fireworks because this is the reason why i am still in Sydney right until today.

Another important thing is, i found a job. hahaahahaha....hope i will start working soon!

Checked out this morning at 9.00am. Currently writing/blogging (wink) from room 2. Bye bye room 4........

~tada~

empty for once

Movies today
1. Fahrenheit 9/11
2. White Chicks

Current Song
the same old one ; play count 549

Word(s) of the day
1. Sigh
2. Bored
3. Sad
4. Disgusted
5. Confused
6. Fake
7. Pretend
8. Lies
9. Lame
10.Contradictions

Tonight would be my last night in Room 4. Bidding farewell to it tonight and i shall move on. What is left for this room is in my memories. Although i favoured it over the other, but i had encountered a lot in this place.

Cleaned the room, vacumm-ed, cleared most of my things. Now i'm left with 2 luggages and 2 empty boxes. I'm gonna feel the emptiness for the next 3 weeks.
Time flies........2/7 are coming back tomorrow.Safe trip to you and you. Summer school starts next week. In just a few days i'm going to leave this place. That's sad. But i couldn't wait for March......tht would also mean i couldn't wait to go home. Contradictions! I'm also confused. What do i want actually? This or that? I hope i will figure it out in March. I hope things will turn out pretty well.




Well, New Year's coming and let's hope for the best! To some unsolved puzzles what i can say is just *SIGH*. I'm sure it would not remain unsolved. The truth is out there. Let's check it out!

BOXING DAY

Boxing day sales begin today esp. in NSW,SA and WA due to some state legislation.
Woke up early in the morning with the hope of getting something cheap from Myer.
Went to Myer at 9am. It wasn't very crowded when i reach there but when i was about to leave at 11 plus, queues develop. Single file with a guard controlling the crowds at the escalators. Bally has the longest queue whether in QVB or Pitt St. The queue into Swarowski was long. When i say long it's long. The queue was up till where Salvatore Ferragamo is. Nine West without fail we will see ladies on the line. Myer has the most ppl of course. Myer even have their hourly sales. ALL Bettina Liano's jeans was 50% off yesterday from 7 to 8 am. The queus at the checkout counter was LONG too. It was about 10m away from the counter. What a mega sale!

whoosh.....My First ever encountered Boxing Day sales makes me shocked and amazed. NO SALES in M'sia can ever be compared to this one here. It's everything 50% off OFF OFF. Unlike what in M'sia, 10% or 20% which is nothing!

And this is my first time seeing Polo Ralph Lauren's boutique in such a MESS!!! This would never happen in M'sia!!! aiks! tsk tsk!

I did not buy much but manage to get what i want to. Hehehheehhee............

1 year....

Today marks the 1st anniversary of the Asia's Tsunami disaster. I could still rmb, now at this moment when i type this blog at 12.03noon which is equivalent to 9.03am in Penang when i felt the tremor. I was still on my bed in the middle of my fantasies and i thought my sister who was sleeping on top of the double deck where i was sleeping was shaking the bed. I scolded her without fail because i hate being disturb from my beauty sleep. It was shaking very very badly and it happened for a duration of a few minutes. At that particular moment i was like....Ish...stupid girl stop shaking the bed!!In a few secs later my dad started yelling....he said wake up wake up earthquake.........quickly save our lives. I of course without knowing anything pull myself out from the bed and went out to the living room and see what was goin on.I was half conscious by then. Looking at how lost we were, my dad repeats himself....and my sister and I ran clumsily down the apartment with mum and dad.Oh gosh........................it was a real bad experience.I could not imagine i will live until today if the earthquake was worst than it was. I wouldn't have gone through this year in Sydney which i think a memorable one and i dun think i will be able to graduate and a lot more repercussions from the earthquake.
I hope WE all the habitats on Earth will have a good year ahead with a bright future and hope. Free from natural disasters and War!

Merry Merry Christmas

Went to Darling Harbour for the Carols on the Bay last night.
Fireworks was on Display for approximately 50 seconds.
Reached home at about 11.
Thanks for your wishes yes YOU yesterday.
Thanks for be there.
Thanks for everything.
Enjoy Christmas all.....

Just finished watching Beauty and the Beast : The Enchanted Christmas on Channel 7
Now: It's a Very Merry Muppet Christmas: The Movie; I dont like Muppets lerr....so i decided to change channel..(went to change the channel and tune for other channels......then turned off the tv)
Don't seem to have any interesting show on air. Guess i will just continue the drama series Twin of Brothers from TVB. Tomorrow's Boxing Day.....but what a sad story to begin with. There will be quite a number of stores that will be closed because this Christmas Falls on a Sunday and there we have Boxing Day is automatically a holiday. Don't look good huh?This Boxing Day don't seem to have lots of price slashing because the shops are not even opened. Well, luck isnt on my side anyway; but i'm kinda used of it. Tried to get a job by chance. No jobs! At the same time Moneyless. I hope things will be different next year. I hope I will have a good life ahead, at least God sides me next year cus next year will be my turning point.

New Year Resolution? I'm working on it......hahaahah

what's in common?

Can we pretend we never met?
Pretend there's nothing to forget
Can we pretend we weren't in love?
Let's pretend we've no-body to be reminded of

Baby let's pretend
That tonight could live forever
If we close our eyes
And believe it might come true

Baby let's pretend
We could always live together
But for now just let me
Spend the night with you

poor me

Drank an Affogato at 1pm.
Went to bed at 6 AM!!!
WOKE UP at 10.30 AM!!!

What's wrong with me?
I think i have caffeine intolerance. Not allergic but affects my sleeping pattern.

"Caffeine can have a pronounced effect on sleeping habits. Even a few cups of coffee in the morning can interfere with the quality and quantity of sleep at night. Caffeine consumption has been associated with insomnia, periodic leg movements syndrome, and restless leg syndrome."

quoted from,
http://www.holistic-online.com/Remedies/Sleep/sleep_insomnia-causes-food.htm

Random note:
An Inspector Calls - A Play, costs $60. I want to watch badly but i doubt if i could cus i'm in a pinch right now. Sigh......!

Later entry:
Just got back from the city. Actually went to Ctn On to make some exchange on purpose and i lose $3 dollars. Ish.....
Good exercise though but this time lazier la took a bus there and walked home.

This is what i keep forgetting the main topic of the day.
Dell computers are ASSEMBLED in Penang!
So city people, if u think that Penang is a kampung you can choose not to buy Dell cus u know la kampung things not as good hor? You know who u are!!!
*winks*

lag!!

I keep on forgetting about this issue that i wish to blog about.
Our Uni Mail.
Ever since their upgrade, the process of loading and unloading a page is just taking my time.
Waited for i think 2 to 3 minutes to even get a compose window pop up.Even logging out takes a few minutes. WTH. Despite the new features that may pose some conveniency or i guess hightech-ness it is SLOW SLOW SLOW!
This morning i check my email as usual. Click on the unimail login page and the old layout of our uni mail is back with the red tab background as oppose to the new blue tab background.
Another thing i don't like about the new upgraded uni mail page is linking to another page. Whenever i press any link on the bottom of the page to MyUni or USyd homepage or IT Assist and etc it will automatically open a new window. Too much window is just making me confused! Why cant it just link to the site! Ish!
I did not say tht the new features is not good but at least make it user friendly! urrrhh...

Just remembered about this that i wanted to blog about!
VINCCI SHOES IS SELLING IN PITT ST MALL!!
It's called VNC. The concept is the same as VINCCI in Malaysia and you know what? I went into the shop and i intentionally look or actually stared at the shoe box. Well u guys know VINCCI's concept where the shoe boxes are all displayed outside and on the shelf and yeah i saw the word MADE IN MALAYSIA! It is exactly the same box that i have here in my room from VINCCI. And yet another thing which is important. A RM 39.90 strappy sandle selling in M'sia which is considered cheap is equivalent to AUD39.90 here that would be considered cheap to Aussies. If we would to buy and bring over to sell, it would be dirt cheap which come to about only AUD 10. Ooo...................These people are earning BIG BUCKS!

Just checked my email. FCUK is on sale!!!Oh uh...........i want to buy!!! urrggghhh

Later entry:
Just got back from Campos trying Affogato. Thanks Mr Lum for the coffee treat ehehehe...
FYI , Campos will be closed from Christmas Eve till 16th January. Coffee lovers out there be sure to visit Campos these few days. I'm high on caffeine now and i doubt if i could put myself to bed tonight.

Anyway, do i look fierce?hmmm......i don't understand what's in me that makes people feel afraid to ask me question i.e sensitive questions mayb.
Everytime before someone asked me a question they will start off with this
"I ask you something, but DON"T BE ANGRY ok?"
Do i look like i will be angry at all times?
Do i look like i'm unreasonable AT ALL TIMES?
I won't eat or bite!
Argghhh......why? If u wanna ask ask laaa! It's not that every questions that i will be bombarded with would create a rage in me. IsH!!!!!
Why would i create such an impression in all of you?
*scratches her head*

As i was reading I found this,

"It's like bailing out a sinking ship only to find out that you have been pumping water in"

pack,move,leave

Walked all the way to Circular Quay and back to SUV yesterday. Stopped by Pitt Street and Myer. Trying to see if i could grab any cheapr stuff. I was amazed with the crowd on Pitt St Mall. It was so so crowded that even walking across from Myer to Supre is hard. I guess i was there at the wrong time then cus it was lunch time. The crowd are contributed by the working population. As usual, i stopped by FCUK. (this is where i will go whenever im in the City) I spotted a cap and it's selling at $9.95. My eyes almost dropped out from my eye socket. So cheap! Oh my gosh...if i did not grab it when else will it be that cheap again. And of course without even thinking twice i went to the counter and paid the last $10 note that i have in my wallet. I think i'm getting more addicted to shopping. Err.......gotta have some self control. I think i have to spend money whenever i go out, otherwise i would feel something is wrong somewhere BUT don't know where. Gotta be prohibiting that persisting shopping behaviour to repeat! Ish!

On the way home, i walked pass Fisher and so i drop by with the intention of borrowing Tolkien or Rowling's series of story books, mana tau all checked out. In the end i found a book by Barry Maitland entitled SilverMeadow. A crime fiction and i think it would be great. Out is getting more interesting but my progress is still as slow.

I have god knows how much money left in my bank account and i have 32 more days which is equivalent to 1 month in Sydney before i "chap pau fok". I wonder if i could survive with that little amount of money.Supposed to work this week but no further news from T and i was told tht they might not people...oh please....i need money!! :'(
*finger's crossed* please let me work....

Slept last night following the M'sian time when i am in Sydney and yea as expected i woke up at 10 plus Sydney time. Eye bagss....go away! I think i should catch up more sleep tonight.

Spend the whole afternoon and i've packed all my stuff into my huge luggage bag and i think if i would to manage a flight ticket i can go on board without hesitation now.

More quotes:

You keep telling yourself. "That special someone is just a friend," But you realize that you can't avoid that person's special attraction. Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh but your eyes and attention might go only to the special someone. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase the messages in your inbox because of one message from that special someone. Then i think you are deeply in love.

Bear these in mind my dear friend. It may worth you spending your time and it may appear soon to be not worth even a second if you did not get what you gave in return.

"No man/woman is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry"

~bling~

finding the right one

Just today i came to realise the significance of the lyrics yet sometimes vague.

I sit alone
In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
hand in hand
everybody but me
oh

I stay behind
watchin' the credits roll by
roll roll roll right by me

I know, I won't cry
cause there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
out in the rain

oh cry
not tonight
because there is somebody waitin' for me
oh yeah

I take a walk
the streets are busy tonight
and I am searching for you
waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone
I watch the faces roll by
roll roll roll right by me

But I know, I won't cry
cause' there's somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
out in the rain

oh cry
not tonight

because there is somebody waitin' for me

How many words will go unspoken
Not knockin' on my door
I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
BUt tonight I know
I won't cry no more
oh

I lie awake
I left the porch light on
I hope it helps you to find your way
outside
I hear the thunder roll by
roll roll roll right by me

But I know, I won't cry
cause' there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
out in the rain
Not gonna cry tonight
no cause there is somebody waitin' for me
not gonna cry tonight
no
no no no no
oh
not gonna cry
not tonight cause there is somebody waitin' for me

I stay behind
watchin' the credits roll by
roll roll roll right by me

Bonnie McKee
Somebody

keykeeper

now in my possession is 6 SUV U-card plus 4 metal keys. Just upgraded from a resident of SUV to a keykeeper. NO wages earned though... hehehe

Was talking to my younger sister this afternoon. As usual whatever i asked her let it be what's mummy doing and where did papa go or how's elder sis and family and most importantly when is auntie from KL coming over for a hol. She would say this to me without fail " I dunno". This is exactly what she replied.I seriously dun understand how can she be so lack of concern. Then she further added that she's not a cnn and she doesnt have an antenna. Ish.....i replied her that "Oh yeah...i forgot. The antenna is here in Syd." WTH! What kinda sis is that? Asked me to buy this and that for her now that i am broke. But at least she's understanding enough tht i have money contraints and she said if i could afford i shall buy it for her. I'll try my best laaa ah phing (in mandarin). I hope i could work at least 1o hours a week to keep myself alive. Hopefully with fingers crossed to be able to earn some money to spend whether be here or in PENANG.( it's not Kampung to someone here!. FYI my aunt from KL(CITY) likes Penang so much that she will come over every year!) hhmppph!

I think i should change my routine a bit tomorrow. I shall go to the City for a walk and look around rather than keeping myself alone at home all the way until when the rest comes back. If this continues i think i would be growing mushrooms already. Thinking of going to the gym tomorrow. Depending on my mood again of course. Either gym or city sightseeing. Shall see how it goes. Oh...or i should set my arse in Kino and read read read. Opps...i have not finished reading Out ( the masterpiece of an award winning author). I think i better go get reading the cutting up of Kenji in pieces. ta....da...

play count for Collide touches 4 digit now hehehehehehe.

stress release

10 tips

1. Give someone you love a hug (haven't found one)
2. Play a sport (gym i guess)
3. Go for a walk with friend (King St this morn)
4. Share a joke (almost every other day)
5. Forgive (just recently)
6. Keep in touch with loved ones ( i do)
7. Read a book (Jap story book)
8. Mix with new, like-minded people (not now)
9. Have time to yourself (been living a lone recently)
10.Turn off the TV (just turned it of after seeing this)

resentment

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deceitful

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hard but....

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

Final goodbye to 3305 and soon 5301. I hope you guys will find a new place to hang out. Let it be 9207 or 2808 or 8108 or 1313. Enjoy the year 2006 ahead and i wish you all A Wonderful Year.

not tonight

I'm feeling a bit strange tonight. I think something just struck by or it's just my m. While i was walking near the green on the way back home i was looking at the sky full of stars. If only i could lie on the sandy beaches of bondi with "the one" while admiring at the stars and spotting the stars. But i don't think any of these comes any closer. I always wanted to go to the beach at night just admiring stars but going to the beach alone at night is not advisable. If only i could.........The journey is getting harder. The thought of applying a PR crossed my mind again last night. But i just could not do it!! Why would god do this to me! Can the 5 points drop from the clear blue sky. The intention of it dissappear once again i thought of the risk taking behaviour of applying when i don't have enough passing mark at all. On top of that, I need a job and money now! I wanna go shopping!I'm not happy!
The idea of posting is in a way expressing oneself. But when i post i'm expecting people to ask me why. If i don't wish to let you know i would not post all these. So i'm free to questions. Hahahaahaha...but i guess to most of you it is quite obvious what has been bothering me.

There are 3 songs so far in my life that reminds me of certain things

1. As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys
2. Complicated - Avril Lavigne
3. Collide - Howie Day

Recently I have been Up to these Songs

1. Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
2. You're Beautiful - James Blunt
3. Cannonball - Damien Rice
4. The Rose - Bette Midler
5. Somebody - Bonnie Mckee
6. Collide too (play count reaches 372 after the reset)

I'm sure i will have ample time weeks ahead when i'm SUV alone. Gotta be thinking hard and watching hard. Take care people....enjoy Christmas and Happy New Year.

3/7 hangout

The abandoned ones in Sydney the 3/7 just had an outing just now. We went for dinner at Dixon's House. This friend of ours who doesn't know how to write the word paiseh said Hi and asked if they are going for a dinner and where they came from in the lift to two random ladies. For further information how embarass we was in the lift please do ask our great friend!

Anyway i ordered a Stir Fried Noodle eith shredded pork and pickled vegetables. It was damn not worth the money that i am paying for. The menu is misleading when the shredded pork turned out to be shredded pieces of fat. On top of that it is freaking undescribeable salty. After the not so satisfied dinner i decide to buy myself an egg tart. I swallowed 1 egg tart and 5 emporor's puffs. I was like full and satisfied! After that i suggested of going to Darling Harbour to have a chat but we ended up walking in World Square after popping by Market City because it was drizzling. We without fail go into Coles and take a look at any cheap stuff that we could find. Our dear friend was standing right in front of the Coles worker while he was unpacking the M&M's. At that moment what was on my mind was that he's craving for M&M's. Mana tau itu orang pee ambil kotak M&M kat pekerja. And he look so so excited just like when u buy a little boy an ice cream.OMG!.*I'm Lost!*
Then 3 of us walked on George St with the Ah Pek looking umbrella of K's with the condition of sheltering the box. So the conclusion is that the box, actually the M&M's BOX is more important than us! He even thought of holding the box behind his arse. Ish! I don't get it!

We flash goodbye to W when we reach Quay St. Then K and I went to Coles Broadway before we continue our journey back to our once very crowded SUV. All yoghurts on sale today. But i didn't get any because i fancy attiki yoghurt more than any other yoghurts on sale today. Then went to curi some milk crate from I think SUV's store room or shall i say the rubbish dump? I am not so sure.Now back to my blogging and msn-ing. Back to watching again later. Before i forget, i went to collect my flight ticket from STA Travel and then headed to the gym this afternoon. 7 left. ~bling~

found it

New Addiction
1. Attiki Yoghurt
2. Nudie n Ice - Orange, Mango and Pineapple
3. Green Bean Soup
4. Shopping surprisingly(looking and not buying for reasons that are obvious)
5. Watching tv ( just watched Survivor-Guatemala)
6. Coming online to blog and msn-ing

Food List (Please go to these places if you are in Penang, eat them as they are recommended!)
1. Laksa from Ipoh Lane
2. P-E-N-A-N-G Prawn Noodles
3. Rojak from Esplanade
4. Fried Oyster from Macallum St
5. Fried Tapioca from Raja Uda
6. Nyonya Kuih and Pasembur from Batu Lanchang Mkt
7. Nasi Lemak from Gurney Drive
8. Mamak! around Penang
9. Koay Teow Th'ng from Argyll Rd
10. Jawa Mee from McNair St
11. Char Hor Fun from Magazine Rd
12. Ice Kacang from McNair St
13. Chendol from Penang Rd
14. Vegetarian Food from Burmah Rd
15. Seafood in Sg Puyu (right after Mak Mandin Industrial Est)
16. Lok Lok in Farlim
17. Ikan Panggang in Paya Terubong
18. Economy Rice on Macalister Rd
19. Seremban Siew Pau
20.Apom on the roadside if I could find.
21.Soya bean milk plus cincau on the streets
22. Corn drink from McNair Street
23. Air Pegagar
24. Char Mee Suah and Bee Tai Bak
25. Yam Cake from Padang
26. Curry Mee from Green Garden
27. Loh Mee from Ipoh Lane
30. Loh Bak from Penaga Rd
31. Steamboat from E.T off Burmah Rd or Golden Gate in Gurney Drive
32. Bak Kut Teh
33. Char Koay Kak plus seafood
34. Peanut Soup with Yu Tiao on Kimberley St
35. Almond Soup with Yu Tiao on Kimberley St
36. Lychee with Cooling Jelly near Jetty
37. Chicken Rice from So Young Cafe on Jln Tan Sri Teh Ewe Lim
39. Duck Rice from Hans Cafe also on Jln Tan Sri Teh Ewe Lim
40. Nasi Kandar also from Hans Cafe on Jln Tan Sri Teh Ewe Lim
41. Chee Cheong Fun from Genting in Island Glades
42. Pan Mee from Super Tanker in Lip Sin Garden
44. Green Bean soup plus sticky rice behind Gama
45. Famous Glutinuous Rice Ball with peanut filling on Magazine Rd just opposite Shangrila's
46. Dim Sum on Anson Rd ( the place where most ppl go, i don't go there hehehe)
47. Fried Lok Lok on Gurney Drive
48. Fish Balls with Tang Hoon Soup from Super Tanker Lip Sin Garden
49. Famous Wan Than Mee near Argyll Road ( i dont know how to get there, need to ask my dad)
50. Koay Chiap on Penaga Rd
51. Last but not least....most importantly; Mum's cooking from my Home Sweet Home in The Pearl of the Orient.
*alamak....the list is long, but i think it's useful for those of u who wants to have an eatout in Penang. Most of this places of course you might not heard of it before. For further enquiries ask me without hesitation or best if you could grab a map of Penang.*
* You wont find Char Koay Teow because i don't fancy it* If u want to know i will ask my mom for you

Movies List
1. The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe
2. Tim Burton's Corpse Bride
3. Pride and Prejudice (showing in M'sia in Jan)
4. Elizabethtown (showing in M'sia in Feb)
5. Exorcism of Emily Rose
6. Saw I and II
7. Flightplan
8. Curse of the Were-Rabbit (i'm gonna go watch this because it reminds me of something)
9. Memoirs of a Geisha (although the poster looks scary, but i should not judge)
10. Fun with Dick and Jane
11. A Cinderella Story
12. Bewitched
13. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
14. Herbie: Fully Loaded
15. Zorro 2
16. Pirates of the Caribbean II
17. Cinderella Man
*@.@ oh shit! the list is superbly long*

Item's List
1. Belt
2. A top from Ctn On
3. Lauren Style
4. Polo-T
5. Digital Camera
6. MP3 Player ( i wonder if i still need it)
7. A necklace from Diva
8. Earring from Diva
9. A new handbag to join my collection
10. New shoes to my collection
11. New formal outfit
12. Class B License
12. A CAR!! ( maybe 10 years down the road)

So much that i've missed!I wanna go watch movie...I'm into movies addiction at times although most of the time i'm into eating. Not neglecting the other hobby of mine which is to scream in Redbox. Having the idea of watching a movie is different from having the idea of who you are going with. If u force someone who doesnt like to watch that movie with you, you will ended up not enjoying the movie. Basically, a dull movie may turned out to be an interesting one when you watch with certain people who are important to you or watching a movie with someone whom you have common interest with. Also the most pathetic situation ever that you could imagine is to watch a movie alone because everyone else has watched it. I did it once just before i came back to Sydney beginning of this year during the screening of Kungfu Hustle out of boredom.I think it is quite fun watching a movie alone but it really looks pathetic to other people.When you look to your right or left, you will find people staring at you (like u are from another galaxy) and they would have look at you in such a way that makes you feel uneasy.

9 and not 8

As far i could remember, the last time i went to the gym i was supposed to be left with 8 passes and not 9. This morn the man at the Arena Sports Centre reception told me i have 9 passes left. I was like "Oh allright, thanks!". That would also mean that i have to go more often to finish using all the passes before i leave for good. I have to at least visit the dumbbells and cardio machines twice a week. That would be tricky because summer in Sydney is not fun to spend a day out. If it is 22 to 25 degrees i might be outside just like today, otherwise i will be staying in.

Gyms during the holidays are kinda interesting. Those gym visitors we see are different from those that i see during semesters (as far as i am concerned). Lesser people and older people too. *hahaha*

Just right after i came out from my room after shower, i was freaked out to see two police in my living room with two other paramedics. One friend of my housemate sitting on the arm chair holding a pack of ice on his right hand and his forehead wounded. Blood on his short khakis. I asked what happend of course. My housemate told me "He got mugged by a group of 5 to 6 ppl". My housemate look terrified and he was traumatised. What happened was my housemate was on the phone with him when he was walking on Campbell St, a few of them came and got him and took away his phone. Not forgetting that my housemate actually heard what happened over the phone(a live thing). He then came to buzz my housemate to ask for help. That's how he ended up in my apt and that's why the police and the paramedics were here.
When i heard it, i was traumatised too. It is very very scary. Especially when i am alone here in SUV. Things happen. It happened on him today, what about tomorrow? Who will be the next victim That i don't wish to imagine. What i think i can do is take precaution measures. And to the rest too; do not go anywhere alone anytime (not just now, whenever, esp we are staying in this particular unsafe suburb!)

What have i done for the past few weeks? You might be interested to know.

1. Some sleepless nights
2. Cheese Fondue testing at Neutral Bay
3. Around Sydney with SH
4. Around city window shopping with 4-5/7
5. Hurricane's Grill - 2 visits in a week.
5. Completion of The Rose
6. Toni Roma's
7. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - the movie
8. The Island - the movie
9. Eat - sleep revolving cycle.
10. Watching (ed) tv programs i.e Survivor, Everybody Loves Raymond, Smallville, Charmed,Malcom in the Middle, Huey's Cooking, MTV awards 2005,Iron Chef, etc.
11. A novel by a famous Jap author Natsuo Kirino - due to completion
12. Moved a tv and a fan to my room
13. One Tree Hill Season 1 - due to completion
14. Most importantly - trash clearing in 5301-4. It's half empty now with 5 shelves cleared. It feels just like the first few weeks when i first came to Sydney.
15. Gym

I have so much time yet too little. So much dramas and movies on my table waiting for me to watch 'em. I have no idea how to finish looking at them. If i get myself i job, i bet my time will be lesser. By the time im done with work i would be tired and i would rather spend time making wonderful dreams rather than looking at the fritional unrealistic stories of the human inventions. Anyways...i guess tht's about all the nagging here. Wish to have more interesting things to do! *wink* *wink*

Later Entry
Went friendstering just now and it took me about an hour to finish looking (actually to 8). Anyway....looking at how those people i know changed....ever since i last see them in high school. Most of them are pretty ladies now. I always wonder why am I still the same?Might it because i refuse to change or have i not realise that i actually have changed? Now more wiser or stupider, uglier or prettier,funnier or stern, crazy or stiff, younger or older (it's kinda obvious),fairer or darker, patient or impatient, sarcastic or offensive (i think both), big baby or papa's manja daughter,smart sister or dumb sister, long winded or straight to the point, straight forward or behind the bushes, out of my mind or on the right track, the left or the right road,up or down the journey, love or hate, sing or scream, laugh or smile, memorable one or forgetable ones.

So much to think about! Ish........my life is getting complicated! Complicated as days accumulated. As those around me accumulates. As things that happens around accumulates. As feelings accumulates. As memories accumulates! This is just the 4th stage of my life. The very first stage i wasnt quite aware hence without regrets i moved on to stage 2 of my life. It lasted for 11 years. Could you even imagine how long it was. Then there it comes stage 3 which lasted for a bare 2 years followed with my 4th stage in life now. Although this stage which is also a bare 2 years, it seems ages to me and i'm sure this would be the most unforgetable ones that i will always remember. Stage 5 of my life awaits me down the road. I could foresee stage 5 as the stage where my career path is and i guess if my mum and dad would be lucky enough to get rid of their daughter then i think in Stage 6 i would be getting married and bear children. (i am not ready for this right now, so mummy and papa be patient la..not forgetting my sister too be patient as i will still be there to share the room with you!). Common sense dictates that after that it would be the final stage where i will sit on a rocking chair waiting to explore the other part of the world which nobody in this world have any idea how that world looks like.We shall see how it goes.........i'm sure all of us have to go through this. Finger's crossed hope the best will come into our life! ~bling~

missing you

hope i could be seeing you again. talk to you face to face and see you "lawaking". take care and i think i should be able to catch up with you later. to some of my friends, some remarks creates curiousity.
anyway.....this morn I woke up later than expected. Went for lunch with W,Y and P. Went to have a look at their brand new rented apt at Larkin. Very spacious indeed and not expensive. I wish i could move into one of these apts.
I heard something that is quite bizarre from a friend just now. I do not find any logic behind what my friend just told me.
Anyway it hasnt got anything to do me. Just ate my dinner an hour ago. I know it's odd at this time but i could not help it. The hunger just kills me.
Sydney is still that sunny. 2 fans on me still.
I have lots to do....like what? Dramas and movies of course. Besides that...sleeping and eating. Not forgetting watching tv and reading novels.
This is my life now in Sydney in this particularly freaking summer.

Later entry
I forgot about this good news that i wish to deliver to all of you. The good news is "Bling is graduating!!". My wish finally come true....actually my parent's wish or in fact my family's wish came true. My dad has an university grad daughter. He must be very tired waiting for this day to come..cash outflows all the time hoping for the orchard to bear fruit. Now the first orchard of his produced fruits! Yaya....!!! HHahahaa......i am overly excited. It's a relieved to him.
I hope all of you who are still in uni enjoy uni before it's too late like me and study smart and graduate with flying colors. I shall see you on your graduation hat soon. chane

freaky summer

Woke up early today at 8......begin the day with a light breakfast further followed by clearing my room. Clearing all my lecture notes and tutorials. So don't feel like throwing them away. But what have i got to do with them?Send it back home?They are just "sampah" now. I have cleared 5 shelves just now and now i am just resting after coming back from a 3 hour grocery shopping. When to the Wentworth Building to pay the balance of my flight ticket and head towards K-Mart to return a seasonal electronic appliance.
ALL meat in coles today are on sale. Stock in some for the rest of my 1 month here in Sydney. The weather here is so so hot that i would rather stay at home doing nothing.
All my results are out today. I am quite dissappointed with it. Results for this term is the lowest low compared to previous term's. Lowest in Economics and Finance. Everything just Go-Lo. That's why i've got to go Bi-Lo. err..what i am i blogging about. Just sad....i should be thankful that at least i did not fail. Otherwise my dad will be very sad with me as i have to stay longer here and he has to keep sending me money. Then the guilt in me keeps developing. But what have i got to do...i still need to depend on him until i finally found a good job..the ideal job...the job that i like, the one that i am going to live it with.
Summer in Aussie is no fun man!It's freaking hot. 2 fans on me.

eNog

Everyone else has left. Left the 3/7 combination in Sydney. Life has been quite relaxing recently. So relaxing that i feel the boredom from it. It's freaking hot today out there at 39 degrees. BBQ humans on sale.
3 weeks from now i shall stay in and cut down spending, otherwise i will be dead in January when there are no inflows. My dad called last night when i was about to go to sleep, talking about the same issue again. But he didn't ask me to go home. He was asking why am i still here in Sydney when everyone else has left. What is there for me to do. I told him i have been watching dramas. Hahahahah....so "wu liau".Wanted to ask for more money from him but the guilt in me develops. Feels gutless to ask for more. Finding a job isnt easy....some people may think i wasnt actively looking for a job but i am it's just that there are no replies at all. What's with my luck with the part time jobs here. Unfortunately.....
This morn, i cleared out some trash. Got myself a tv in room, thanks to a friend. At least i have one more thing to do.
3 weeks from now too i have to start packing up to move over to Z's room. Hope that everything goes well. To M,V,Y and C enjoy summer in M'sia. To K, i hope god will side u soon. To W, enjoy relaxing at Harmony.

November's gone. It's December

51 days to my departure. I lost my play count last night. The last play count i saw was 792. It will hit that figure soon i'm sure. Yesterday during tea time, the fridge in the village store spoilt and they gave out free ice creams. I got quite a few and they are set in place in my freezer. There's a new product in town. Nudie n' Ice. Try them, I've tried the mango and pineapple. It is good! haha. Everyday i see people leave, leaving behind all that has happened this year. One day i shall leave, the time when most of them are not around. It could be a better way to leave too. But now i really hope that i could at least get a job from Coles for their casual positions.
To those of u who are leaving tomorrow M, Monday C, Tuesday V and J, Good Luck and Take Care
To those who will be starting their summer vacation jobs M,A,B,N,D and K, All the Best.

some say....who say?

The Rose by Bette Midler

Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower, and you, its only seed

Its the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance
Its the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance
Its the one who won't be taken, the one who can't seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember that in the winter, far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.

I've finished watching The Rose last night. Despite the cryings by "Pai He" it was a good drama. Good for people who thinks that they are ugly and who lacks of confidence. Relationships are complicated. So complicated that sometimes u think that they are all entangled. Sometimes it's hard to explain as it is. Hard to understand if the story left unexplained too. I have no idea how is this thing gonna be working too. We shall see.
Anyway i have written out quite a number of overdue testimonials for some of my friends. It did not take a lot of my time though. So happy that i manage to pen down a few words for them. Today i did not do much but watching a new drama serie. Now lazying around friendstering and blogging while waiting for a friend's phone call. I wonder when will my phone ring. aih....cus i am damn sleepy right now. hmm....i shall continue my drama watching marathon.

eSor

I started watching the Rose last week and i am still watching it until today. I bet it was because i was too busy with my friend's visit here. She left just now and i guess she should have reach Melbourne by now.
Yesterday was a better day than the day before that. We went to Tea Inn for lunch and went for a stroll at the University of NSW. Then we set off to La Perouse. It was further than Maroubra. La Perouse is fantastic. For those of u whom like to be romantic whilst having ur loved ones side by side, La Perouse is an ideal place. If only i have one..........I think it may be ages from now to find one......I miss that place. After La Perouse we set off to Bondi Beach for pork ribs at Hurricane's Grilll. I think i'm quite sick of pork ribs especially when i just ate it not long ago during Matthew's farewell.
This morning i woke up early for breakfast and we went to Pitt St mall for some shopping. I bought a few tops. I just thought that my CF is running that low that i couldnt resist buying.How sad! I gotta be stopping myself now. Then i brought SinHuei to tryout the Harry's Pie and then to Krispy Kreme. Hahah again yea..she bought 2 dozens altogether! Wow! Hahahah....fattening my dear. Anyway, then we came back to get her luggage and then to the Central Station. She caught herself to the airport by train. Ta..da......Take Care my friend. One week's gone and it's so damn fast. This Sunday she will be back in Penang. I shall see her this January when i'm back.

Later Entry....
It struck my mind when i was watching a drama. The main actor likes to drink because he wants to forget what has happened in the past. I wonder why people drink. A few days ago we were talking about why people drink. My friend drinks to sleep better. Some of my friends drink because they are sad. Some drink because they are happy. Some of them drink because they wanna get high. Some said for fun. Some said to celebrate. What about me? I feel like drinking suddenly. What's wrong with me? For what reasons? That lies beneath for me to find out.

rehTie

although time has been passing so slowly lately but my friend's holiday here has come to an end. Surprisingly one week has passed and i still feel it's like ages but my friend's visit here is like a blink. I duno how to describe this. Fast yet slow. Physically weak for the past few days cos i had a lot of walking and sightseeing around Sydney. Yesterday we stayed in, the reason being it was windy and rainy. *finger's crossed* hope that the weather is fine today. will be heading to fox's studio and the beaches later and again to the natural disaster restaurant.
Sadly, my cash flow is not running just low but it's LOW! I desperately need a job. I need money to survive. 10 days has just passed but it seemed so long to me.....and i am patiently waiting for it to happen or in fact for it to be over. Results is coming out real soon. I am so so worried! I have to pass. I desperately need to pass.
I think this stage in my life is in the stage of desperation. needing of a job, monies,passes in exams and happiness...Where are they? When can i find it? How to find them? Some questions have been answered but some are still in the process of exploration.

Ffo

My friends are setting off for a holiday@ Tasmania just now. Wishing them Happy Holiday and Safe Journey. Me here gonna be planning my friend's holiday in Sydney. Gotta go to Super Bowl later for a breakfast and walk around the city and see what can we grab from there.

After the phonecall the other day i realised something. Something that now it's quite vague.I don't know; speechless actually. Bored although i have some much to do.

~bling

eCnaLbmeSer

Last night we went to try the cheese fondue at Neutral Bay. Although the menu is misleading and no doubt it's very expensive BUT it was good. My perception before eating it was "the cheeziness" but it all turned out good. I shall say i like it better than chocolate fondue from Max Brenner. But it relates to my cash flow issue. Current cash flow is running low already. Still looking for a job currently. I really hope to find a casual job soon. Otherwise i will be starving when i have no more funds available. arrghh....life is so so hard. So much to think about and especially to make words into action. It has never been easy to do something that i have to that will affect the rest of my life. This poem describes my feelings best and i am sure to most people who is facing the same dilemma.

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost 1920

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Do i take the path less travelled by? I think i would!The path seems to be rocky and winding but i think i have to overcome it in any way and i should try to use all the strength i have to fulfil it.

One week has just passed but to me it is like ages. This few days has been hard. It is moving so slow that i thought it was weeks ago but it's was just a week. Now i began to understand how sometimes people feel over these. Today makes me feel like the first day i step in Sydney. Yes...this is the weather. The weather that i favour over; when it is windy and cloudy. Start to miss things already. Those that i have been doing and not do this 2 years. I regretted not appreciating the time i had this year. I should have done something more than that. When now it's too late, what i can do is to do nothing but blogging. :'(

Currently listening to Collide by Howie Day again. Play count - 738

GniWs

my mood have been swinging these few days. for some reason i havent had enough sleep,going out too much and thinking too hard. AGM is supposed to be held later and i hope they would be able to settle things out. thinking too hard about all these as well as some other stuff like my ladder. where should i start it i have absolute no idea. what should i do i have an rough idea but arrghhh...i guess i should enjoy my chinese new year first and think about it thoroughly. so so much to think about. friends, family, career, life and love maybe. but everything evolves around love. and to the new pair hahaha i know! and i wish u guys all the best.

could not think of anywhere to blog about!yea before i forget i was traumatized last night(sadly i have to use this word) when i thought it was that simple but it wasn't. expect the unexpected!!!
*smacks herself on the wall and reminding herself to expect the unexpected*

~bling

enoG

I woke up today feeling empty. Just a few days ago W left. Today Z left. 2 days later H is gonna leave too. Z and I have being staying in the same apartment for 2 years. We are kinda close to each other and i appreciate our housemate bonding (hahaah). Not just that laaa.....friendship too. She's a good friend and a good housemate and no doubt for that. She may appear weird sometimes but who isnt weird. Everyone has their good side and bad side of the picture. I am weird i admit, but i don't know how weird am I. It's good to find it out. Might be going to the beach later to SOL. Spill everything out if i could. But a bit paiseh cus if i wanna SOL i have to find a good spot otherwise the strollers on the beach may think that i am insane. Whatever it is i have to go and pom pom and do some washing AGAIN! arrrgghh..!

~bling~

Why?

There are so many questions that i wish to ask.But most of the answers to these questions are ambiguous. Some of them are my past experiences. Some of them are what i've seen others have encountered

ex-post regrets and ex-ante regrets. No matter what u do, u regretted of either doing it or not. Why? Secondly, when some people are around you, you may have not appreciate their presence that much and when someone has to leave you start to feel sad, remorse over not appreciating their presence when doing it now is hard because time flies. Why? Thirdly, some people are decisive that they know what's best and what's not and that there are some who are always in doubt whether to commit in something or not to. Thinking about it to and fro, front and back. Often they do not make a wise decision out of it. Why? Then, there are certain people whom have feelings (good or bad) may not have the guts to tell the counterparty. Why? Nevertheless, there are some people who wants to do something but arent sure of what they wanna do because they are unsure about their feelings. Feelings like holding back, but at the same time could not afford to waste a chance, thinking of letting time to tell. Why?Lastly, there are certain people that when they are so into each other that sometimes may not be together for some reason which god knows what. Why?. Last but not the least, there are people whom think that they may let time tell if in any way they can be together later which as a consequence of incapability to put aside this commitment. Why? Does time really tell?

I do not know. I love letting time tell, because i think this is the only way or in fact the best way. I have more questions to ask as days pass by but what i could do is just keep it deep inside my tender heart. I have not been doing good lately mentally.I'm not saying that i am crazy or what but this is how i feel. There so many conflicting issues to think about, contradicting issues to tackle, taking up commitments and compromising. What does all these takes?
Honestly I Don't Know!
I am still finding the way out of this. and i guess to most of you who are reading this u may feel the same way too because we have something in common. We are homosapiens.

all down!

Finally, i am done!
All done!
But i have mixed feelings
When i came out from the examination room, i had a very strange feeling which may be undescribe-able by words and i am sure u have to experience it.
Just right after exam we went to the city for a walk on Pitt St Mall while waiting for the "floor" to pick us up to the Natural Disaster Restaurant. Bwahahaaaha.....the dinner was for his farewell. I wish him all the best and Take Care. I will see the floor again i guess :p
and hmmm i took some pictures with the rabbits cus most of them are leaving tomorrow and they came over to my place to have a look whilst had a bit of talking.

2 down

So sick of studying now especially my banking text because i have been going through it and god knows how many times. (i lost count actually)
but i am still very very scared!

Yesterday's paper was okay. I'm crossing my fingers and i think i will be able to get a C. God will bless me!
Part 1 was MCs it wasnt hard.
Part 2 was short questions which is not very easy.
Part 3 last question was common sense. I make some shots on my scripts though. I hope i could get through my tradings.

just came back from lunch and i am now getting back to study.
the time has come and it's gonna be over soon.
when now it's the time where some people may leave.
when is my turn? soon soon to come. which i could foresee how would it be.

everything needs to begin and reach its end...why is it so?
when there's an end to something, usually ended sadly.
might it because we are afraid to let go?
might it because we are afraid of changes?
might it because we are not realistic?

although i have gone through so much, i have not reach the stage where i could take things lightly. Like it or not, i have to let go. I lay the rest to time because i trust time. Time will prove everything. I hope whatever that comes may be the ones that are norms.

strange feelings comes and go. i certainly hope that it will fade away soon. to those of u too be tough!

to those of who is reading this u may think that i am someone who hardly let go things. That's right! Although recently i have blogging about this it doesn't mean that i have not let it go. It's just because i wanna express myself otherwise i could have turn to my diary. (i supposed i should do so;because u might think i'm long-winded)but i think it quite reasonable to mention it here that i think most of u should let go some things in life because we have to move on and yea whather happens, happens for a reason. Hoping that u have learned your lesson and know how to weigh the benefits versus the cost associated with something that u have done.

I will officially end my term in the University of Sydney tomorrow the 17th November 2005 and hoping to graduate next June. I will leave Sydney on the 21st of January 2006 for good!
To those who is leaving for their summer break take care and enjoy your holidays.
Thanks for your interest.

crap! all crap!

my friend said this to me
i lose weight. u know how i know? I feel cold. That means i have less fat to burn! @.@ OMG.
So ridiculous! argh.....i will continue the rest tomorrow

bling is off to bed( switching the lights off)

full with trading facts

I'm quite dizzy now and god knows what i am typing. Try not to make any typos here.
Just finish reading my undescribe-able course content for finance. A 3 cm thick hard cover book with 600 over pages of 29 chapters now on my head! So eager to spill it out of my brain!
actually i am kinda scared! :( *bling is crossing her fingers*

let's talk about replies since a friend of mine brought it up and recently i have had experience about replies too. let's see a few scenarios here.

1. u send a few lines but the person replies u with a line.

2. u send a message and it takes ages for that person to reply.

3. u send a message and right after u (i should change it to I cus it's what i encountered) I click on the send tab the person who is supposed to reply called.

4. i send a message, the person takes ages to finish typing a word. ( i wonder if they type with only 2 fingers ?)

5. i send a message and that person takes ages to reply and yea the replies comes at least in the interval of 12 hours with a phone call. ( hmm...)

6. i send a message and that person replies with bad words.

7. i have friends who is always on away mode when in fact they are not away. i have friends who is always on busy mode even when they are not at home *i'm puzzled*

8. Sometimes i think msn should come out with more status tabs. haha...

9. and yea....i duno why am i talking about this

10. i should go to bed! i think i lost my mind. nite

bling~

od toN

Give and take
Don't just take
Otherwise give more and expect less
Do not always think that you are the best among the best
Do not always think you are wiser
Do not always wait for people to tell you what to do
Do not always wait for people to ask you
Do not always wait for people to persuade you
Do not always contradict yourself
Do not always conflict yourself

Is that enough?

わたしいわかなしです。

おはようございます！
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どんなテスト？
なんでよ？
どしたのクラスのいますか？
わたしわかなしいです！
ときどきあなたわわたしのおもうです。
わたしわわかりませんです！
すきなですか？
だいきらいですか？
わかりませんです！
あさごはのたべました。
コヒおのみますか？
いええ。。。
おちゃおのめました。

明日私の友達とチョニュ,イエンヴォン,ミンィ,ィムテク 試験があるといます！
がんばて！ごおどぅゥク！

Do not need to understand the above in Nihongo blog. Just feel like typing in Jap tht's all!
Hahhaha.......need to get back to the stock market! Chao....

codes codes!

from e-kimochi.blogspot.com

wais ntfe toel knin owgt whod atay kt??

stcossus & refueded - gungty & huilry - crsopy & rrapow - holole & pestss - stscid & aruped.

want to know how is kt feeling today??

stressed & confused- guilty & hungry - crappy & sorrow --hopeless & lost- stupid & scared

from englishvonne.blogspot.com

SAFAYAGA MEPOSETIED RAGEJIRENED BERFAUSAEDHAGH

Saya Mesti Rajin Berusaha

I hope i got it right! ~Bling!

yDuolc

today's weather is once again the ideal weather to ME and also to those who like this type of weather. It may look moody to some people who doesnt like it but. I think it's not moody at all. This is the ideal time where I and kick back and relax at home while watching tv or worst sleeping*. It can be a good day for a stroll on the beach . It's best when I have a pet dog that i can stroll together on the sandy beach with some surfers on the waves and some children building sandcastles.
But today, with that weather i coincide it with my studies in Economics because may battle officially starts tomorrow. Need lots of luck. Trying to catch up with all my friends like Todaro,Lewis,Harrod and plenty more. They are those people who came out with so much ideas that people like me needs to live behind their shadows. hmm...doesnt matter it's gonna be over soon.

A friend told me that he migh defer his degree for 2 years and god knows why he have no choice but to defer it. Hell with that reason. It may look particularly good to half of the population i supposed but forcing isnt the same volunteering. It ridiculous. I hope he could enjoy himself there and hope he would not become someone that is so typical of the nation. (as far as i am concern).I guess he might be the exceptional case. He sounded not willingly to me but to go with it because with the reasons he told me i think it's the time for him to defer it too. But, i duno.What i can do is to wish him luck and take care.

back to my books...

べんきょします

most of us are kinda busy recently busy preparing for the final exams. To those who tend to procrastinate

Hard Work pays off in future, Laziness pays off now!

So better make sure you STUDY NOW! NOW ! RIGHT AWAY! DON'T 8!!

I have finished reading my Trading text (so relieved)and I guess i could go to the ASX and try to trade some stocks. Hehehe.....
Better dont i feel, before i attempt my exam paper in 2 weeks time. The feedback reveals whether i am a futile trader or an utilitarian trader.
but there are still a lot to do: my tute work, transaction cost work, developing the economy text and tute as well as my banking procedures.arggh..whatever with it err bla!

Hmmm before i forget...
The story about the parcel my dad sent over!IT actually reached Sydney on the 24th of OCT. Guess what i have been looking for that particular small red slip from POST for the pass few days like an idiot. Lost count how many times did the sun rises and sets. And i dun wish to know how many.
Just now i was talking to my sister, she said the parcel should be here by now. And yea i told her i will go and have a look at the pigeon hole at the Resource Centre. So...in the pigeon hole labelled L obviously, lies a small red slip hidden behind few other letters. The bizarre thing is that,written on the slip : this is the final notification ; and the parcel WILL be send back to the sender if it is not collected within 5 working days! God knows which idiot or bastard overlook my slip or took my slip. What the hell....

uh..1 minute spent angry is 60 minutes wasted on happiness. Chill!
I was listening to this song yesterday while i was fishing attentively and i think it's quite meaningful. see this

how can i change the world
cos i sure can't change your mind
where's the miracle i need now
got to get to you somehow
cos i can't change the world.


lalaalalalalala........let's sing a song....

bling~~

Some Say........

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed

Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need

I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance

And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give

And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long

When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow

Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose

laCinyC

I wanted to tune my time last night. I regretted having a nap which forces me not being able to sleep. Not just tht i could not adjust my biological clock. And i woke up at 2. 2pm! So so ridiculous. and almost every other day i could sleep only once the sun rises. I managed to find out a moment ago that i wasnt that mad after all. someone lose their mind more than i do. My friend just woke up at 11.45 and its PM! Hmm.......he said "i duno i just couldnt sleeep during the night"
Oh.....hopefully he could adjust his time back during exams.

But i am half way through my tradings now. Another 10 Chaps to go which i am confident i could beat it. On top of tht i think i can do some tutorials revision too. I shall see what goes tomorrow when i fish.

Talking about infatuations a friend was asking why are there so much love phenomenas around especially on ppl's msn nicknames. Like i know the answer. I seriously don't know why their nicknames has things to do with true hearts( in mandarin) but i know what my nick implies.
To things that happen lately to most of my friends. Had my spare time listening to their problems and tried giving them advices. Mayb i should apply to work in some of the major consulting groups like the BCG or McKinsey, but those are business consulting firms. Or err....actually i'm thinking too much.

So much to talk about: friendship, family, love and..... at least these is the important ones that i could recall.

Love originates from friendship. 1st we are friends. slowly we become close friends, then we start to know each other more in depth and that's when feelings starts to develop. There are friends whom we know we might be suitable for each other and friends whom we know we can only be friends. FOr those who can be suitable, may become less suitable later on . For those who found suitability may move on and lead their path together. Those who found the latter may end up in a disaster. So does anyone get the point at all?

When we have invested much feelings inside we feel it's sad to let go. If we choose to hold on we conflict ourselves.(in a dilemma for ppl whom i know) The worst thing is when realising there isn't enough time to even invest more feelings deep down inside. Shall it continue or discontinue or shall we just say "Hang on.....the chance is out there. I'm sure the time will come."

Geminians Today

Plan your moves carefully today, dear Gemini, and have patience with the people around you. If you are working with others, be sure that they are on the same page with your goals and aims and that they are not somehow working counter to your purposes. It could be that someone is acting, or reacting on misinformation that is creating conflict with your thoughts and feelings. Do a reality check before walking out the door.

~My Yahoo!~

lAcitPeks

I am supposed to blog this morning when i could not even lift my hands on my keyboard. It might because i had a tired night.

I was talking to a friend last night when ideas develop on what i should be blogging about.
No doubt that i am not only getting old but nevertheless stupid sometimes.Not forgetting I'm fat too(which i always say in front of my friends, i think it might have iritated them lots :) )

But this friend of mine made a comment. It goes on like this "KT is younger but stupider,and also fatter, not tired but lazy,arghhh and hedious because got carpet, *hideous, correct spelling ar??..... see so stupid till cant spell properly"

LOL. He's telling the truth man! Hahaha.........if he were to stay like this forever. 10 years down the road no matter how his face change; to ugly or adorable or gorgeous etc. I will always recognize his carpet production.

Last night in the middle of my economist in the making, i thought of a word triggered by something which i dun really understand.. Infatuation it is! probably because after i had a chat with S. I'm quite skeptical with regards to it, which doesnt only apply on S but to all of them.

Are they for real or are they not? It may appear to be not so real, a little real and then it turns out to be the real real. Where would infatuation or in fact things like crushes triggered from? Have any of you ever thought of that? I guess it's something that is so unique (a feeling i supposed) that can be quite ambiguous.

Well, thinking of when i'm back for good and if were to be that unfortunate should i stay under my parents shelter without knowing where to go, i will try to brush up my knowledge and probably develop thoughts of how Should i climb the ladder? But which ladder? Things shall prevail....

OyahO

Good Morning to myself.I'm only gonna go to to bed after this entry. I wonder what should i write about. Not forgetting sleeping in the morn lies on the grounds of only the ability to focus on my revision. Did about 2 chapters which is not good at all.

Nothing exciting to write about....need to put on my dreaming cap if i could find my prince charming....... :) In My DReams! Hahaha...

deSuFnoc

It's strange...
I dun understand why
What i can do is wait
Been thinking hard

Trying to get these out of my mind!
and it kept coming back.

Solow's doing good.
Harris-Todaro too.
Indeed Lewis did their job.
But...there are still more to come.
Hoping that i could do it
Im sure with my strong determination and belief i can do it!

Bored bored bored! Feel like doing something but i knew it couldn't be done or it shouldnt be at all. Soo sooo bored of it! Sien arrgghhH!!!

sIwEl Dh

the learning curve was quite steep today
the level of productivity was good as there were some level of relative efficiency
fisher library seems to be quite conducive provided that u have at least a MP3 player.
i have my i-tunes on for the past few hours in fisher
and no doubt with my economics running quick

yay...! yay! i've made friends with Lewis and Harrod-Domar.
I hope they wont disappoint me on the 9th of November
still craving for Kettle's
drank Cold just now and ate some heaty stuff.
feeling a lil dizzy but i just can't lift myself out of my chair because i need to make friends with Harris Todaro.
gotta get going with my Economics as i am on my way to the economist!
tomorrow is my last lecture in uni......
feels like...
yea my conclusion para in uni is tomorrow.

Gotta make sure things go smooth and well appreciated!
chao...

Just entered entry.
somehow i feel like watching movie,
somehow i feel like going to the Karaoke
somehow i feel like going to the beach and shout as loud as i can!
But time isnt permitting.....how sad! And i'm so so wrong!
Indeed....

dnILeem geXif

things are evident? are they?
i supposed so.
but couldn't be helped at all

strange though i've been quite happy these two days
as my msn nick suggests happy happy happy everyone be happy.
i was talking to a friend just now the strangeness of being happy these 2 days. But according to him better be happy than sad which i think it's true.
some of u might know why i am happy happy happy happy

hey peeps dun be upset.chill out!
there are good things coming our way.

enough of blaiing
thinking of hopping onto xiaxue's blog and see how best she is when according to my friend she is childish!
then gotta go and get 4 chapters of my banking notes running!
arrrghh...still thinking of my kettle's chips!
hehehehe :p

miserable: borrowed 2 books last week managed to only finish a book and it's due tomorrow! Gonna be camping at Fisher tomorrow till night to finish that book! I hope Fisher is conducive for studying.

reHTgUal

there are so many versions of it!like...

hahahahahaah ehheheheheheeh kekekekeheheheh muahahahahahahahah bwahahahahahaha LOL LOVL and ahahahahaha.

it may imply happiness
it may imply madness
it may imply sadness (who knows there are ppl who laugh when they are sad!)

but today i am neither mad nor sad! hahahahahahahah
i've found a motivation to study! Study for my final battle! Yay...!!!

hmm.....gotcha!

Later entry...

another laughter innovated by Teck Kor (padan muka la he just reminded me)
hmmmmhmmmmhmmmmhmmmm
liem :p
hmmmhmmhmmmhmmmhmmmmm
liem :p

check out these!

Riddle1:
The more you take, the more you leave behind
Answer:? Steps

Riddle2:
Always old,sometimes new, never sad, sometimes blue.Never empty, sometimes full, never pushes, always pulls. What am I?
Answer:? The Moon

Riddle3:
I cover what's real,hide what's true, but sometimes bring the courage out in you. What am I?
Answer:? F-E-A-R

Also this Joke!

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes, Dear.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No - mine is an undying love.

moth ndab

Wake me up when October ends!
Summer will come.
Exam's around the corner
There goes my study life.
There then comes my career.
Feeling a lil lost..
Always wonder where would I go
How would i ended be and at?
Arrgghh........
Hope things will go allright all the way when November comes in
But...aih i'm feeling hungry
my lil stomach guard is growling away!
Should i or should i not eat?
hmm...forget about it!

Hahahahah.. i think i am a bit off sometimes! May be crazie may be too serious!
and now i'm getting crazie . might be because the sun is shining soon....a new day has come.
Was talking to a friend, realise that going home isnt bad after all...i missed my movie marathon and karaoke marathon in Penang. But i will miss Sydney very much indeed! blek! :p

kiNHt kCAb

there's something that i wish to say.....

whatever happens, happens for a reason...

think it over again

why did people stopped talking to you.

did they give u a chance?

one chance given......i still could talk to you face to face.

after that incident the second scene i supposed! i give up! I think it's not worth anymore.

and you should be glad that i am still giving u responses on MSN!

and i wish u could stop spouting shit around talking about why people stopped talking to you.

Bear in mind what leads to this! There's a reason behind everything.

One given.....wasn't appreciated. In the process of my healing period, THAT 2nd scene occurred.
No twice!

I'm giving u a warning here! Do not come and approach me to talk about what ever story u think it may sound as interesting as it might be as i am NOT interested!

I just need a proof! I dun like listening to false promises.
I believe time will proof this. And i do not promise anything as it has reached this stage where IGNORANCE has the role to play!
This is your time......The best time to think is when you are alone!

StE

autumn has come and reaching an end
summer's coming real soon
it's now 5 am and out there is bright
hoping for a bright new day that promises hope
been waiting patiently for a miracle
it just let me down as time passes

hmm.......as usual i could say no more. i wish when someone does something i really wish that they know what they are doing and realise that what they have been doing is right. well it sometimes may not look right to me and may look right to u but when there's a majority who thinks u are on the wrong track then i think u should be listening to that piece of advice. That piece will still be there and it's always there. it's just a matter of whether u wan to pick it up or not. U may think that u have pick it up and are working on it but u may actually picked it up but accidentally drop it again. learn to be a listener. learn to be more understanding.. learn to be more senseful. and most importantly please grow up. ur age may tell you that hmm yea u are an adult now but i think there's no point having a physical outlook that looks mature but have a childish mind. which i think is equivalent to "tin kosong" as nothing is inside in you. nothing is valuable in you. I dont care how would i hurt you or whichever way u wan to take it; offensively or what i dun care. BECAUSE I think u hurt ME or US more than i do to YOU!

on and on i have been doing what i could but dissapointment comes all the way. or maybe i wasnt stern enough or i could have not been obvious enough.

i personally have the perception where i think a person who did something wrong may affect the rest. it is just the way the society works. some ppl who may not care what the hell other people think about them.

It's not the society that needs to adapt in you BUT it's you who need to adapt into the society.
You may make false promises to however you want but right here now i can see u are bluffing. bluffing to youself. trying hard so hard to prove that u have moved on but very well indeed u did not show to me that u have.

I come to OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I GAVE UP!I SEE NO POINT IN IT NOW!

I rest my case.

Got 6 Chapters Browsed. Time to sleep....ZzzzZZzz

TsAl ro TsrIF

First day in Sydney- 23rd February 2004

First Day in Uni- 8th March 2004

First 4 courses in Uni- Corporate Finance 1, Info Sys,Introductory Japanese 1, Intermediate Microeconomics

First Lecture- 9th March 2004 Info Sys 2000 at Institute Building

First Tutorial-18th March 2004 Storie Dixson 333A

First Individual Assignment- Corporate Finance 1 Presentation

First Group Assignment- Corporate Finance 1

First friend i know in Syney- Allison

First meal in Sydney- The Serve

First Shopping Centre I went- Broadway Shopping Centre

First housemate i know- Zita from Hong Kong

First bunch of friends i know- Allison, Lucia,Huei Yien, Yien Von,Alvin,Wai Hong,ZanLi,Belinda (in chronological orders)

First SUAMS event- Welcome BBQ at Maroubra Beach

First volunteering job- MFEST 2004

First Chapter in Sydney- pens down

TsrIF ro TsAl

Last 3 courses in Uni - Trading and Dealing, Bank Financial Management

Last Lecture - Week 13 Institute Building 27th October 2005

Last Tutorial - Week 13 24th October 2005 Storie Dixson 333

Last Week In Sydney Uni - Week 13 starting 24th to 28th October 2005

Last Group Meeting - Week 12 17th October 2005

Last Group Assignment - Week 12 due 17th October 2005

Last Individual Assignment - Week 13 due 24th October 2005

Last Assignment in Uni - Trading and Dealing Individual Assignment

Last Day in Uni - Week 13 27th October 2005

Last Day of Exam - 17th November 2005

Last Day in Sydney - to be confirmed!

Last SUAMS Meeting - Week 10 9th October 2005

Last Outing with SUAMS -Week 10 Committee Dinner 7th October 2005
Committee 2004/05

Last Event in SUAMS - Week 11 Cultural Diversity Night 12th October.

Last Chapter in Sydney - Has begun and reaching an end soon.......

nO nOitaNrEbiH

Have not blog for a week.
Time flies huh..It dont seem to be a week to me.
Turning back time......

Hmm....the Cultural Diversity night was kinda smooth except that i lost my jacket cus i left it in the women's room. So so forgetful bling! This is the sign of aging. Bad SIGN!

Went to "part of the floor's" house for his fake laksa on friday. Partly also trying to mess up his house. But i didn't in the end. I guess i was too into all his drama series and anime. I wish i could have them all and i can finish watching them. I wish!

Saturday, i went (with my friends) to 8 for the MASCA NSW's AGM. Before that we went for lunch at Ayam Goreng 99. Those who ran for the positions tried very hard to cus there were at least 2 contenders for a position for most of the position. Just before it ended, the secretary got elected resigned from the position and so someone nominates M for the position. Who seconded that? Of course people from SUAMS like us! M accepted the nominations and contended with the other 2 people. Finally or in fact yay! M got it! Hahahha...thumbs up M. But soon M gonna be working hard for the position. M i give u my support u can do it! There were refreshments provided after the AGM like cucur udang, curry puff and spring rolls. This further led u to my second story today.

I fall sick on Sunday. 2 tablets of Panadols taken and everything was under control on Monday. The following day my body temp went up again. 2 more tablets consumed. I feel better today morn but i am not sure if i have fully recovered. I'm not sure cus i was too "wai sek". Ate an egg tart and ice cream. I hope i am okay.

Was talking to a friend on msn. He asked why did i stopped blogging. I have nothing busy to write about. He suggested to write about renovating a house. Why house? Refer the tag and u'll know why. Thanks my dear friend for that! He further suggest why not write about easy way? Again! aih...sien ah! What to write???Tell me! In fact the reason why i'm blogging is i'm done! I have finished all all my assignments. I'm down to my books now for my ONE FINAL BATTLE.

Wish me luck! I need lots of luck and of course i have to work hard too....
:) wink wink! :p

yAdYreVe

We have so much things to think in life that we may not realised what are the norms that usually will take place at the beginning of a day.

1. Everyone wakes up from their cosy bed preparing to begin a new day hoping for the best.

2. Everyone comes out from their house knowing what they are supposed to do.

3. People drives or walk to their destinations.

4. The newspaper vendor delivers the most updated and juicy news to the nearest newsagents.

5. The baker made breads and buns and deliver it to the nearest convenience store.

6. Where the cows are milked ensuring that the consumers like US will have our hands on the freshest milk.

7. I can see trucks and lorries as well as trailers carrying goods delivering to the respective stores.I see Helga's delivers freshly baked bread to the Village Store. In just another 5 mins i see Dairy Farmer's delivers all time fresh milk to the Village Store. Now i see Carlton delivering the freshly brewed VB,Cold and Corona to the nearest bar.

8. In just a blink, the day has passed and everyone will get together on the dining table for their last meal of the day and thoughts will come to their mind that tomorrow has to come.

This is Life.....
which is a Norm...
which we would never Escape...
which we have to go Through....
which the difference lies in who we have in our life and what we do that Counts.

yLRae

I woke up at 5 today. Supposingly 4.30am, but after forcing myself hard to continue sleeping i lift myself up from my cosy bed.

=> The reason behind it?
Slept early. I remembered i was studying and i ended up on my bed. Then if i wasnt wrong someone called at 10.15pm? Not too sure....was kinda blur at tht time.

Went to do the usual things.

Took a few pictures of how bright outside was at 6.15am

Now? Doing some revision for my test later at 12noon.
And it's raining out there. Which suits my mood today.Just checked the weather forecast and It says it will rain through the weekend.

Wish me luck. Finger's crossed!

.

Things has come to an end.

It's time to begin a new chapter

Let's do it together.

When the time comes.

Now isnt the time

Sad to say but

We will come to when the time permits

I'm positive on this!

Gnilb

YfiRAlc

It takes time to heal a wound.

It also takes time to learn from a lesson.

To me dignity is important.

and keep in mind the Repercussions before anything.

Now that someone had stepped on me..

I choose to ignore...

I told u before when i choose to ignore That's it!

Don't pester me!

Damn it man! Where was ur dignity!

IF i were to be harsh or mean to you.

You should understand.

Put urself in my shoes.

DO not blame me!

Time will heal.

It's just that i'm not sure when.

Do not blame me....u created the mess!

I need lotsa time...
Maybe 1 day,
Maybe 1 week,
or it might take a month or a year.

Whatever u say whether why can't i just go over with it or what! I don't care. It's just me!

gnilb...

两年了

从我要莱悉尼 , 到我要离开了

从离开槟城，到悉尼来

兜兜转转 發生了很多事

有甜的，酸的，苦的

开心的不开心的

也是这样过

时间过得很快

时间不会因为这些事而停止

美岭上

dBa rILg GinBl

I did something i consider bad today.

But i must leave because i can stand it no more...

It happens every week and now its week 10 already and it still persist!!

Hoping for a better week ahead

A dbE fO sESOr

From Christopher Marlowe's The Passionate Shepherd To His Love.
Published in 1599

Come live with me and be my love,
And we will all the pleasures prove
That valleys, groves, hills, and fields,
Woods or steepy mountain yields.

And we will sit upon the rocks,
Seeing the shepherds feed their flocks,
By shallow rivers to whose falls
Melodious birds sing madrigals.

And I will make thee beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroidered all with leaves of myrtle;

A gown made of the finest wool
Which from our pretty lambs we pull;
Fair lined slippers for the cold,
With buckles of the purest gold;

A belt of straw and ivy buds,
With coral clasps and amber studs:
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me and be my love.

The shepherds' swains shall dance and sing
For thy delight each May morning:
If these delights thy mind may move,
Then live with me and be my love.

Addressing this to those in love. This is what happens!

Is she thinking about me
Does she remember my name
Is she hoping I'd call
Do I matter at all
Or her feelings the same

Is he thinking about me
Does he remember my name
How I wish he would call
Do I matter at all
And will I ever be the same

Yet I know what she's feeling
I can still feel the touch of her hand
I could swear this is just the beginning
Please let her be thinking of me

I'm the one of the many
How could I be the girl of his dreams
Was I caught by surprise
When I looked in his eyes, I saw me

Is this love that I'm feelin' (is this love)
I can never let go
There's no way I can hide
All I'm feeling inside
Let it show

Yet I know what she's feeling (I know what she's feeling)
I can still feel the touch of her hand
(And I could) I could swear this is just the beginning
Please let her be thinking of me

I'm the one of the many (right or wrong of her dreams)
How could I be the girl of his dreams
Was I caught by surprise
When I looked in his eyes, I saw me

Is this love that I'm feelin'
Or I just want her to know
There's no way I can hide
All I'm feeling inside (there's no way I can hide)
Let it show

p/s: It is a song by Jose Mari Chan entitled Is she thinking about me?. I certainly agree this is what will happen to those in love or in a crush or even those who had just argued about things.