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Last night we went to try the cheese fondue at Neutral Bay. Although the menu is misleading and no doubt it's very expensive BUT it was good. My perception before eating it was "the cheeziness" but it all turned out good. I shall say i like it better than chocolate fondue from Max Brenner. But it relates to my cash flow issue. Current cash flow is running low already. Still looking for a job currently. I really hope to find a casual job soon. Otherwise i will be starving when i have no more funds available. arrghh....life is so so hard. So much to think about and especially to make words into action. It has never been easy to do something that i have to that will affect the rest of my life. This poem describes my feelings best and i am sure to most people who is facing the same dilemma.

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost 1920

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Do i take the path less travelled by? I think i would!The path seems to be rocky and winding but i think i have to overcome it in any way and i should try to use all the strength i have to fulfil it.

One week has just passed but to me it is like ages. This few days has been hard. It is moving so slow that i thought it was weeks ago but it's was just a week. Now i began to understand how sometimes people feel over these. Today makes me feel like the first day i step in Sydney. Yes...this is the weather. The weather that i favour over; when it is windy and cloudy. Start to miss things already. Those that i have been doing and not do this 2 years. I regretted not appreciating the time i had this year. I should have done something more than that. When now it's too late, what i can do is to do nothing but blogging. :'(

Currently listening to Collide by Howie Day again. Play count - 738