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autumn has come and reaching an end
summer's coming real soon
it's now 5 am and out there is bright
hoping for a bright new day that promises hope
been waiting patiently for a miracle
it just let me down as time passes

hmm.......as usual i could say no more. i wish when someone does something i really wish that they know what they are doing and realise that what they have been doing is right. well it sometimes may not look right to me and may look right to u but when there's a majority who thinks u are on the wrong track then i think u should be listening to that piece of advice. That piece will still be there and it's always there. it's just a matter of whether u wan to pick it up or not. U may think that u have pick it up and are working on it but u may actually picked it up but accidentally drop it again. learn to be a listener. learn to be more understanding.. learn to be more senseful. and most importantly please grow up. ur age may tell you that hmm yea u are an adult now but i think there's no point having a physical outlook that looks mature but have a childish mind. which i think is equivalent to "tin kosong" as nothing is inside in you. nothing is valuable in you. I dont care how would i hurt you or whichever way u wan to take it; offensively or what i dun care. BECAUSE I think u hurt ME or US more than i do to YOU!

on and on i have been doing what i could but dissapointment comes all the way. or maybe i wasnt stern enough or i could have not been obvious enough.

i personally have the perception where i think a person who did something wrong may affect the rest. it is just the way the society works. some ppl who may not care what the hell other people think about them.

It's not the society that needs to adapt in you BUT it's you who need to adapt into the society.
You may make false promises to however you want but right here now i can see u are bluffing. bluffing to youself. trying hard so hard to prove that u have moved on but very well indeed u did not show to me that u have.

I come to OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I GAVE UP!I SEE NO POINT IN IT NOW!

I rest my case.

Got 6 Chapters Browsed. Time to sleep....ZzzzZZzz