Friday, April 21, 2006

the weather and the nostalgia behind it

Been raining lately back here in Malaysia.

It's either not in the morning or it will be during the night.

Rainy days also mean more traffic jams.It is good to be off from work touch sharp 5pm as I will escape from all those jams.

I still like rainy days. In fact I like it so much tht I hope it will rain everyday. A lot of people think it's moody that I should agree but the weather just suits me. Suits me doesn’t mean I'm sad everytime it rains. I found more joy when it is raining. I still remember when I was young I used to play alone in the living room with my "masak masak" ( normal girl's toy lah) and it started raining not too long after that and I will walk to the main door and look at the raindrops falling from the sky. And ever since that day whenever it rains I will stand at the main door and look outside my house. Overlooking the cars that had a heavy shower, my dog called "Lucky" who will hide in his small little wood house and the mango and guava tree which is also having a heavy shower outside. It's good to turn back time now and I wish I could be at that moment forever.

Coming to miss my childhood life back when I used to be home together with mummy while dad and sister was off for work. Younger sister was still quite young that time. It's so good to be small…nothing to worry about. What we worry was toys and food. Unlike now which is so much more like family,career,food, money and education! I wish I can be small forever.. To be the quite spoilt and pampered daughter in the eyes of my family.

I have no regrets though cus I think I had a fantastic childhood.

As it comes to High School, Friendship develops. The spirit to study hard and strive to success is there. Then and that comes all the way to where I finished my Degree.

Right at now I'm starting my career.

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