remember my last posts where i did mentioned that i can't wait till the truth is revealed?
it finally came true after all the longg time that dragged for if not days months!
relieved?
i won't say not at all but honestly i don't feel a strong relieve in me.
upset?
i do feel upset but not over the outcome because i did not expect an outcome from the confession.
don't ask me how i feel because i don't know how to describe it. it just feels so different and i'm glad that i made it. i once told myself not to do such a nonsense ever again but i just did it. well i guess this is just me. the real me. don't call me brave on that base. actually i'm not. when we let things drag and hope to just erase it via time then it's not.
i realised as time passes by we tend to think and do things differently. at least i feel so different from the last experience. no awkwardness or sadness. it was random and ended as it is supposed to end.
we came from different background and we never know how each other feels and think. its crucial to make things clear that i do appreciate our friendship. you know in whatever you do you have my moral support.
dedicating a poem to you.
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.
Because you are my FRIEND.
it finally came true after all the longg time that dragged for if not days months!
relieved?
i won't say not at all but honestly i don't feel a strong relieve in me.
upset?
i do feel upset but not over the outcome because i did not expect an outcome from the confession.
don't ask me how i feel because i don't know how to describe it. it just feels so different and i'm glad that i made it. i once told myself not to do such a nonsense ever again but i just did it. well i guess this is just me. the real me. don't call me brave on that base. actually i'm not. when we let things drag and hope to just erase it via time then it's not.
i realised as time passes by we tend to think and do things differently. at least i feel so different from the last experience. no awkwardness or sadness. it was random and ended as it is supposed to end.
we came from different background and we never know how each other feels and think. its crucial to make things clear that i do appreciate our friendship. you know in whatever you do you have my moral support.
dedicating a poem to you.
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.
Because you are my FRIEND.
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