This blog was initially written to portray my personal experiences and adventures in university. Beyond university and forward i have extended this to food and personal adventures. Enjoy reading..
Monday, February 26, 2007
Rapid!!
And just today in the star online they made it public that they will be running RapidPenang by August. And later on introducing it to the mainland. It makes me wonder again what would they call it? RapidSeberangPrai? RapidButterworth? RapidProvinceWellesley(PW)?
God knows i'm blogging from my desk and now you know. I reached the office at 10 today. And it is lucky to not having so much workload accumulated from the weekend. And so practically i'm waiting for time to fly so that i can cabut.
Sometimes i wonder if i'm really that naughty. I seriously don't think so. Whoever reads this there's always a chance to rebut on the chatterbox. Why did i bring up this issue. Because...on the few days of CNY i was home all day for 3 consecutive days.
My dad asked "Not going out today?"
The daughter replied " Nope, nowhere to go"
A few hours later...
Dad: You sure you din go out today?
Me: YES very sure.
The next day
Dad: You sure you are not going out today?
Me: Yes very sure. Nowhere to go!
A week ago on one of the Saturdays.
Dad: You din go out today? Sure or not? I din see you in the house also. AND you parked your car in a different spot.
Already very agitated ME: Yes, I'm Home all day long and i was in the room. I parked the car in a different spot because in a shaded area.
See!! When you are good they doubt if you are really that good and when you bad they consider you bad. No exceptions.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
my friend shared this poem
DONT
Dont care so much for me,
I may get used to it.
Dont come so near to me,
I may not be able to detach from it.
Dont put so much faith in me,
I may not be able to handle it.
Dont touch me the way u do,
I may not be able to get over it.
Dont become a part of my life,
Coz without u, I wont be able to live it.
Dont make me fall for u,
I may not be able to fall out of it.
Dont come into my life,
If u have to leave one day.
Dont give me the hope,
That its forever u r gonna stay.
Coz love is an emotion
I wont be able to hide,
When love isnt reciprocated with love,
It hurts deep down inside.
Dont start something
That I wont be able to end.
Dont make me believe
That u can be more than a friend.
Coz at the end of it all,
I dont wanna hear u say,
That, Im sorry,
but I never felt the same way!
Better Untouched |
by Chole |
Monday, February 19, 2007
A dedication to all
There are gifts of many treasures
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.
But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you.
When your times are filled with troubles
Sadness, grief, or even doubt,
When all those things you planned on
Just aren't turning out.
Just turn and look behind you
From the place at which you stand,
And look for me through the shadows
And reach out for my hand.
I will lift from you your burden
And cry for you your tears,
Bear the pain of all your sorrows
Though it may be for a thousand years.
For in the end I would be happy
To have helped you start anew,
It's a small price to pay
For the gift of knowing you.
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A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out
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Friday, February 16, 2007
At the time of blogging i'm feeling extremely hot ( got provoked). Not physically but emotionally!!!! Bloody Pissing off now!! YAh! It's always my fault. It's has become my problem that i didn't do it when the problem was solved by someone when i wasn't even given the chance! to do it!! I really hate all this! I could feel the anger as up high on top of my lungs. Need to SCREAM!!!!!!!
Monday, February 12, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
V-Day greetings on your way this 14th Feb
* This week was a tough week. Had a lot of work to deal with and i'm always tired. Dark circles forming without a warning alreadyy. Although working extra time does pays you lots like 150 bucks for 4hours but i think i get more satisfaction from my beauty sleep. And i still have to work till the last day of one day before CNY. I've never felt CNY so short before. For the past 21 years my CNY has always been from the 1st to the 15th when i'm always free at home. This time on the 3rd i have to start work! Freaking bored and short...arggh!
Saturday, February 03, 2007
unbelievably truth
i found a few diaries of mine back in the 1997 when then Asian Financial Crisis hits the SEA Countries . I was reading just a few sheet and i felt so small tht time. So much so simple and what i wrote.
"Go to school....was late for school and didn't pick rubbish cus for some reasons not written clearly in my diary. Then ate Char Bee Hoon during recess time. Go home after that. Took a bus home. Watch TV and Do Homework. Dinner then Sleep!"
I could feel the sillyness of this diary entry. But when i read it, it felt funny and had real time laughing.
More often that not it's these small small things that reminds us of everything. Brought back the nostalgia. Which often left untouch in our memories when time passes by. Slowly and gradually we forgot about them. *erased* it is.
i often thought sensitivity does tell certain things in their own way. And usually my sensitivity gave me shit. More than half of the time at least! because usually the moment i knew it.....I realised it was a joke.
it has been long and when i finally have a grasp of everything and moved myself forward it came back. and it's always in this hours that i felt the same way. How things had happened and what!
Life' SAD! To some ppl Life's Wonderful. To certain ppl life can be very wonderful if they have food. Some thought it's heaven if they have someone who are always by their side. Some may think it's Great if they have Bestest Friends. Those are totally different expectations set upon. Have you ever thought what are your expectations? Work hard now earn money and buy your dream car ? a BMW 7 Series? hold a few landed title and wait for rentals to come in every month to fund your living? Retire young and rich? or have a decent family with 2 kids, 2 cars and 1 landed title?
Oh shit what am i talking about now. I think i swaying away. It wasnt what i wanted to say but since i'm here just let this be.
One unbelievable truth is When you feel happy at that moment you feel like maintaining it but at the same time you feel like it's crucial to seek the truth but once you found it the happiness could be gone. Isn't this a dilemma? A contradiction too...
I hope there are takers for this entry otherwise i think i'm turning to a weirdo in the house.