lAcitPeks

I am supposed to blog this morning when i could not even lift my hands on my keyboard. It might because i had a tired night.

I was talking to a friend last night when ideas develop on what i should be blogging about.
No doubt that i am not only getting old but nevertheless stupid sometimes.Not forgetting I'm fat too(which i always say in front of my friends, i think it might have iritated them lots :) )

But this friend of mine made a comment. It goes on like this "KT is younger but stupider,and also fatter, not tired but lazy,arghhh and hedious because got carpet, *hideous, correct spelling ar??..... see so stupid till cant spell properly"

LOL. He's telling the truth man! Hahaha.........if he were to stay like this forever. 10 years down the road no matter how his face change; to ugly or adorable or gorgeous etc. I will always recognize his carpet production.

Last night in the middle of my economist in the making, i thought of a word triggered by something which i dun really understand.. Infatuation it is! probably because after i had a chat with S. I'm quite skeptical with regards to it, which doesnt only apply on S but to all of them.

Are they for real or are they not? It may appear to be not so real, a little real and then it turns out to be the real real. Where would infatuation or in fact things like crushes triggered from? Have any of you ever thought of that? I guess it's something that is so unique (a feeling i supposed) that can be quite ambiguous.

Well, thinking of when i'm back for good and if were to be that unfortunate should i stay under my parents shelter without knowing where to go, i will try to brush up my knowledge and probably develop thoughts of how Should i climb the ladder? But which ladder? Things shall prevail....

OyahO

Good Morning to myself.I'm only gonna go to to bed after this entry. I wonder what should i write about. Not forgetting sleeping in the morn lies on the grounds of only the ability to focus on my revision. Did about 2 chapters which is not good at all.

Nothing exciting to write about....need to put on my dreaming cap if i could find my prince charming....... :) In My DReams! Hahaha...

deSuFnoc

It's strange...
I dun understand why
What i can do is wait
Been thinking hard

Trying to get these out of my mind!
and it kept coming back.

Solow's doing good.
Harris-Todaro too.
Indeed Lewis did their job.
But...there are still more to come.
Hoping that i could do it
Im sure with my strong determination and belief i can do it!

Bored bored bored! Feel like doing something but i knew it couldn't be done or it shouldnt be at all. Soo sooo bored of it! Sien arrgghhH!!!

sIwEl Dh

the learning curve was quite steep today
the level of productivity was good as there were some level of relative efficiency
fisher library seems to be quite conducive provided that u have at least a MP3 player.
i have my i-tunes on for the past few hours in fisher
and no doubt with my economics running quick

yay...! yay! i've made friends with Lewis and Harrod-Domar.
I hope they wont disappoint me on the 9th of November
still craving for Kettle's
drank Cold just now and ate some heaty stuff.
feeling a lil dizzy but i just can't lift myself out of my chair because i need to make friends with Harris Todaro.
gotta get going with my Economics as i am on my way to the economist!
tomorrow is my last lecture in uni......
feels like...
yea my conclusion para in uni is tomorrow.

Gotta make sure things go smooth and well appreciated!
chao...

Just entered entry.
somehow i feel like watching movie,
somehow i feel like going to the Karaoke
somehow i feel like going to the beach and shout as loud as i can!
But time isnt permitting.....how sad! And i'm so so wrong!
Indeed....

dnILeem geXif

things are evident? are they?
i supposed so.
but couldn't be helped at all

strange though i've been quite happy these two days
as my msn nick suggests happy happy happy everyone be happy.
i was talking to a friend just now the strangeness of being happy these 2 days. But according to him better be happy than sad which i think it's true.
some of u might know why i am happy happy happy happy

hey peeps dun be upset.chill out!
there are good things coming our way.

enough of blaiing
thinking of hopping onto xiaxue's blog and see how best she is when according to my friend she is childish!
then gotta go and get 4 chapters of my banking notes running!
arrrghh...still thinking of my kettle's chips!
hehehehe :p

miserable: borrowed 2 books last week managed to only finish a book and it's due tomorrow! Gonna be camping at Fisher tomorrow till night to finish that book! I hope Fisher is conducive for studying.

reHTgUal

there are so many versions of it!like...

hahahahahaah ehheheheheheeh kekekekeheheheh muahahahahahahahah bwahahahahahaha LOL LOVL and ahahahahaha.

it may imply happiness
it may imply madness
it may imply sadness (who knows there are ppl who laugh when they are sad!)

but today i am neither mad nor sad! hahahahahahahah
i've found a motivation to study! Study for my final battle! Yay...!!!

hmm.....gotcha!

Later entry...

another laughter innovated by Teck Kor (padan muka la he just reminded me)
hmmmmhmmmmhmmmmhmmmm
liem :p
hmmmhmmhmmmhmmmhmmmmm
liem :p

check out these!

Riddle1:
The more you take, the more you leave behind
Answer:? Steps

Riddle2:
Always old,sometimes new, never sad, sometimes blue.Never empty, sometimes full, never pushes, always pulls. What am I?
Answer:? The Moon

Riddle3:
I cover what's real,hide what's true, but sometimes bring the courage out in you. What am I?
Answer:? F-E-A-R

Also this Joke!

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes, Dear.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No - mine is an undying love.

moth ndab

Wake me up when October ends!
Summer will come.
Exam's around the corner
There goes my study life.
There then comes my career.
Feeling a lil lost..
Always wonder where would I go
How would i ended be and at?
Arrgghh........
Hope things will go allright all the way when November comes in
But...aih i'm feeling hungry
my lil stomach guard is growling away!
Should i or should i not eat?
hmm...forget about it!

Hahahahah.. i think i am a bit off sometimes! May be crazie may be too serious!
and now i'm getting crazie . might be because the sun is shining soon....a new day has come.
Was talking to a friend, realise that going home isnt bad after all...i missed my movie marathon and karaoke marathon in Penang. But i will miss Sydney very much indeed! blek! :p

kiNHt kCAb

there's something that i wish to say.....

whatever happens, happens for a reason...

think it over again

why did people stopped talking to you.

did they give u a chance?

one chance given......i still could talk to you face to face.

after that incident the second scene i supposed! i give up! I think it's not worth anymore.

and you should be glad that i am still giving u responses on MSN!

and i wish u could stop spouting shit around talking about why people stopped talking to you.

Bear in mind what leads to this! There's a reason behind everything.

One given.....wasn't appreciated. In the process of my healing period, THAT 2nd scene occurred.
No twice!

I'm giving u a warning here! Do not come and approach me to talk about what ever story u think it may sound as interesting as it might be as i am NOT interested!

I just need a proof! I dun like listening to false promises.
I believe time will proof this. And i do not promise anything as it has reached this stage where IGNORANCE has the role to play!
This is your time......The best time to think is when you are alone!

StE

autumn has come and reaching an end
summer's coming real soon
it's now 5 am and out there is bright
hoping for a bright new day that promises hope
been waiting patiently for a miracle
it just let me down as time passes

hmm.......as usual i could say no more. i wish when someone does something i really wish that they know what they are doing and realise that what they have been doing is right. well it sometimes may not look right to me and may look right to u but when there's a majority who thinks u are on the wrong track then i think u should be listening to that piece of advice. That piece will still be there and it's always there. it's just a matter of whether u wan to pick it up or not. U may think that u have pick it up and are working on it but u may actually picked it up but accidentally drop it again. learn to be a listener. learn to be more understanding.. learn to be more senseful. and most importantly please grow up. ur age may tell you that hmm yea u are an adult now but i think there's no point having a physical outlook that looks mature but have a childish mind. which i think is equivalent to "tin kosong" as nothing is inside in you. nothing is valuable in you. I dont care how would i hurt you or whichever way u wan to take it; offensively or what i dun care. BECAUSE I think u hurt ME or US more than i do to YOU!

on and on i have been doing what i could but dissapointment comes all the way. or maybe i wasnt stern enough or i could have not been obvious enough.

i personally have the perception where i think a person who did something wrong may affect the rest. it is just the way the society works. some ppl who may not care what the hell other people think about them.

It's not the society that needs to adapt in you BUT it's you who need to adapt into the society.
You may make false promises to however you want but right here now i can see u are bluffing. bluffing to youself. trying hard so hard to prove that u have moved on but very well indeed u did not show to me that u have.

I come to OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I GAVE UP!I SEE NO POINT IN IT NOW!

I rest my case.

Got 6 Chapters Browsed. Time to sleep....ZzzzZZzz

TsAl ro TsrIF

First day in Sydney- 23rd February 2004

First Day in Uni- 8th March 2004

First 4 courses in Uni- Corporate Finance 1, Info Sys,Introductory Japanese 1, Intermediate Microeconomics

First Lecture- 9th March 2004 Info Sys 2000 at Institute Building

First Tutorial-18th March 2004 Storie Dixson 333A

First Individual Assignment- Corporate Finance 1 Presentation

First Group Assignment- Corporate Finance 1

First friend i know in Syney- Allison

First meal in Sydney- The Serve

First Shopping Centre I went- Broadway Shopping Centre

First housemate i know- Zita from Hong Kong

First bunch of friends i know- Allison, Lucia,Huei Yien, Yien Von,Alvin,Wai Hong,ZanLi,Belinda (in chronological orders)

First SUAMS event- Welcome BBQ at Maroubra Beach

First volunteering job- MFEST 2004

First Chapter in Sydney- pens down

TsrIF ro TsAl

Last 3 courses in Uni - Trading and Dealing, Bank Financial Management

Last Lecture - Week 13 Institute Building 27th October 2005

Last Tutorial - Week 13 24th October 2005 Storie Dixson 333

Last Week In Sydney Uni - Week 13 starting 24th to 28th October 2005

Last Group Meeting - Week 12 17th October 2005

Last Group Assignment - Week 12 due 17th October 2005

Last Individual Assignment - Week 13 due 24th October 2005

Last Assignment in Uni - Trading and Dealing Individual Assignment

Last Day in Uni - Week 13 27th October 2005

Last Day of Exam - 17th November 2005

Last Day in Sydney - to be confirmed!

Last SUAMS Meeting - Week 10 9th October 2005

Last Outing with SUAMS -Week 10 Committee Dinner 7th October 2005
Committee 2004/05

Last Event in SUAMS - Week 11 Cultural Diversity Night 12th October.

Last Chapter in Sydney - Has begun and reaching an end soon.......

nO nOitaNrEbiH

Have not blog for a week.
Time flies huh..It dont seem to be a week to me.
Turning back time......

Hmm....the Cultural Diversity night was kinda smooth except that i lost my jacket cus i left it in the women's room. So so forgetful bling! This is the sign of aging. Bad SIGN!

Went to "part of the floor's" house for his fake laksa on friday. Partly also trying to mess up his house. But i didn't in the end. I guess i was too into all his drama series and anime. I wish i could have them all and i can finish watching them. I wish!

Saturday, i went (with my friends) to 8 for the MASCA NSW's AGM. Before that we went for lunch at Ayam Goreng 99. Those who ran for the positions tried very hard to cus there were at least 2 contenders for a position for most of the position. Just before it ended, the secretary got elected resigned from the position and so someone nominates M for the position. Who seconded that? Of course people from SUAMS like us! M accepted the nominations and contended with the other 2 people. Finally or in fact yay! M got it! Hahahha...thumbs up M. But soon M gonna be working hard for the position. M i give u my support u can do it! There were refreshments provided after the AGM like cucur udang, curry puff and spring rolls. This further led u to my second story today.

I fall sick on Sunday. 2 tablets of Panadols taken and everything was under control on Monday. The following day my body temp went up again. 2 more tablets consumed. I feel better today morn but i am not sure if i have fully recovered. I'm not sure cus i was too "wai sek". Ate an egg tart and ice cream. I hope i am okay.

Was talking to a friend on msn. He asked why did i stopped blogging. I have nothing busy to write about. He suggested to write about renovating a house. Why house? Refer the tag and u'll know why. Thanks my dear friend for that! He further suggest why not write about easy way? Again! aih...sien ah! What to write???Tell me! In fact the reason why i'm blogging is i'm done! I have finished all all my assignments. I'm down to my books now for my ONE FINAL BATTLE.

Wish me luck! I need lots of luck and of course i have to work hard too....
:) wink wink! :p

yAdYreVe

We have so much things to think in life that we may not realised what are the norms that usually will take place at the beginning of a day.

1. Everyone wakes up from their cosy bed preparing to begin a new day hoping for the best.

2. Everyone comes out from their house knowing what they are supposed to do.

3. People drives or walk to their destinations.

4. The newspaper vendor delivers the most updated and juicy news to the nearest newsagents.

5. The baker made breads and buns and deliver it to the nearest convenience store.

6. Where the cows are milked ensuring that the consumers like US will have our hands on the freshest milk.

7. I can see trucks and lorries as well as trailers carrying goods delivering to the respective stores.I see Helga's delivers freshly baked bread to the Village Store. In just another 5 mins i see Dairy Farmer's delivers all time fresh milk to the Village Store. Now i see Carlton delivering the freshly brewed VB,Cold and Corona to the nearest bar.

8. In just a blink, the day has passed and everyone will get together on the dining table for their last meal of the day and thoughts will come to their mind that tomorrow has to come.

This is Life.....
which is a Norm...
which we would never Escape...
which we have to go Through....
which the difference lies in who we have in our life and what we do that Counts.

yLRae

I woke up at 5 today. Supposingly 4.30am, but after forcing myself hard to continue sleeping i lift myself up from my cosy bed.

=> The reason behind it?
Slept early. I remembered i was studying and i ended up on my bed. Then if i wasnt wrong someone called at 10.15pm? Not too sure....was kinda blur at tht time.

Went to do the usual things.

Took a few pictures of how bright outside was at 6.15am

Now? Doing some revision for my test later at 12noon.
And it's raining out there. Which suits my mood today.Just checked the weather forecast and It says it will rain through the weekend.

Wish me luck. Finger's crossed!

.

Things has come to an end.

It's time to begin a new chapter

Let's do it together.

When the time comes.

Now isnt the time

Sad to say but

We will come to when the time permits

I'm positive on this!

Gnilb

YfiRAlc

It takes time to heal a wound.

It also takes time to learn from a lesson.

To me dignity is important.

and keep in mind the Repercussions before anything.

Now that someone had stepped on me..

I choose to ignore...

I told u before when i choose to ignore That's it!

Don't pester me!

Damn it man! Where was ur dignity!

IF i were to be harsh or mean to you.

You should understand.

Put urself in my shoes.

DO not blame me!

Time will heal.

It's just that i'm not sure when.

Do not blame me....u created the mess!

I need lotsa time...
Maybe 1 day,
Maybe 1 week,
or it might take a month or a year.

Whatever u say whether why can't i just go over with it or what! I don't care. It's just me!

gnilb...

两年了

从我要莱悉尼 , 到我要离开了

从离开槟城，到悉尼来

兜兜转转 發生了很多事

有甜的，酸的，苦的

开心的不开心的

也是这样过

时间过得很快

时间不会因为这些事而停止

美岭上

dBa rILg GinBl

I did something i consider bad today.

But i must leave because i can stand it no more...

It happens every week and now its week 10 already and it still persist!!

Hoping for a better week ahead

A dbE fO sESOr

From Christopher Marlowe's The Passionate Shepherd To His Love.
Published in 1599

Come live with me and be my love,
And we will all the pleasures prove
That valleys, groves, hills, and fields,
Woods or steepy mountain yields.

And we will sit upon the rocks,
Seeing the shepherds feed their flocks,
By shallow rivers to whose falls
Melodious birds sing madrigals.

And I will make thee beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroidered all with leaves of myrtle;

A gown made of the finest wool
Which from our pretty lambs we pull;
Fair lined slippers for the cold,
With buckles of the purest gold;

A belt of straw and ivy buds,
With coral clasps and amber studs:
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me and be my love.

The shepherds' swains shall dance and sing
For thy delight each May morning:
If these delights thy mind may move,
Then live with me and be my love.

Addressing this to those in love. This is what happens!

Is she thinking about me
Does she remember my name
Is she hoping I'd call
Do I matter at all
Or her feelings the same

Is he thinking about me
Does he remember my name
How I wish he would call
Do I matter at all
And will I ever be the same

Yet I know what she's feeling
I can still feel the touch of her hand
I could swear this is just the beginning
Please let her be thinking of me

I'm the one of the many
How could I be the girl of his dreams
Was I caught by surprise
When I looked in his eyes, I saw me

Is this love that I'm feelin' (is this love)
I can never let go
There's no way I can hide
All I'm feeling inside
Let it show

Yet I know what she's feeling (I know what she's feeling)
I can still feel the touch of her hand
(And I could) I could swear this is just the beginning
Please let her be thinking of me

I'm the one of the many (right or wrong of her dreams)
How could I be the girl of his dreams
Was I caught by surprise
When I looked in his eyes, I saw me

Is this love that I'm feelin'
Or I just want her to know
There's no way I can hide
All I'm feeling inside (there's no way I can hide)
Let it show

p/s: It is a song by Jose Mari Chan entitled Is she thinking about me?. I certainly agree this is what will happen to those in love or in a crush or even those who had just argued about things.

osLoGin tiepQANec

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