once bitten twice shy

but there are certain people out there who are never shy.

harsh to describe previous post? Not At All....

how harsh can it be compared to the consequences of someone's action upon others? You tell me! TELL ME! If you ever feel like discussing this issue don't hesitate and if you dare call me. You have my number isnt it?

i have to admit how difficult it is to say all these but i think it's worth mentioning here. having the courage to tell all about the shitty stuff isn't a piece of cake. Comparing to gathering courage to tell someone I like him, guess as difficult. hahaha.....

Let's bring forward what i hate the most

I hate it when people doesn't know how to spell the word Punctual.

I hate it when someone is irresponsible.

I hate it when people does things in a "pho ma" way

I hate it also when someone is undecisive.

I hate it much more when undecisiveness led to hassles which i have to bear.

I hate it MOST when someone told me Lies.

That's all i could think of at the moment though....i have a feeling my brain wire is getting haywire recently. Too much thoughts....too much blogs....Too much inputs and yet no output.

gerrr....

collision if there are

i realised how someone could be damn Emo-ed up when they tune in their fav song. A good example of someone like this would be Myself. It' s been long ever since the last play. As the song play i could feel myself in Sydney.Only today i felt so and only god knows why. A good time for nostalgic to flow in.

Then it's nice to flip through the pictures I took in Sydney with friends. Those funny pics and moments we had together. I always thought if i were stil there now. Would I be as happy as how i had during that time frame now that a lot of things have changed?

Someone told me if i were to be there in this year i would be Sad. Why? Cus there was a BIG Hoo haa in Sydney this year. Over certain things and certain people. I have great thoughts on that matter and i thought if i were there will all these kinda shit happen at all? Someone told me It might not happen. Which i only doubt a little.

A friend told me that i should be thankful that i wasnt present when all kinds of incidence took place, cus i wouldnt want to See at all. As in No Eye See.

Well i think now that it has reached this stage i should say something right away because things hasn't been settle because we have been NO EYE SEE. I do hope that particular Drama Queen SEES This which i think she will because she's someone who i know who is really great in Observing. Seeing what other ppl has to say about her and protecting herself in her own world without disclosing much.

I could still rmb the first time i get to know this person and it was @ Maroubra Beach. How decent she WAS? (i now doubt if she's one anyway) and now turned into someone whom I THINK I DON'T Recognise AT ALL. Who now i think don't deserve to carry that title of My friend.

Your attitude could be just as a result of how you were brought up at home or how you were educated since young. And i have to stress here that that kinda attitude Isn't A NORM. You can tell lies and have all the fun in the world with all the "victims" out there but don't come back to us and do the same.

BECAUSE WE KNOW!

STOP telling lies and Behave Yourself! I Just Want to tell you that Things are Over Between Us. In actual fact it ENDED Long Ago...Leave Us Alone Now.

Whether you like it or not, You need to read this because i have Never approach you regarding this matter and I know NOBODY Will EVER EVER Confront you with this!! I can be the bad person and i'm always good in doing this Kinda thing. Whatever i don't like i will give it to you straight to your face and here you go This is Your Turn. Patience has its Limit and My patience has been off Limits For Ages.

Whoever other than tht particular person who i'm talking about Don't come to me and ask "Why am I doing this?" Because i could Stand it No More. I need to find a FULL STOP to all these. Because i know She deserve to know this. And she's lucky enough that i didn't do it right in front of her 1 to 1.

FULL STOP!!

*giggles*

i have been quite happy these days. Want to know why? As a result of the moody weather in Penang recently. And how much i wish to be home reading a book while on my bed. It's just what i wished for anyway cus i was in the office working like a mad person? Not so much recently but as the end of qtr is approaching there are more deals and refreshes coming in.

Got my New Badge and Finger Print done a day before after long leaves over the weekend. Need to Attend the Orientation Next Monday in the manufaturing plant in Bkt Tengah. Somewhere near Bukit Mertajam if u have no idea where. And if u don't know where Bkt Mertajam is it's simply just 大山脚... (Big Leg Hill if u like) :P

Hehehe......My applications for UOB's Credit Card Has BEEN APPROVED! yay!! I now have 1 Ladies Card and 1 VOX Card. I wonder if i can upload the a shot of my card here. I doubt i can. Anywayss...

Oh and last Wednesday I was in KL for the Graduation Ceremony at Mandarin Oriental Hotel. I graduated Twice. Hehehhehe.....I drove to KL and went all the way with my family. Took a few snapshots. It feels nice to speed on the highway i realised, 130 to 140 Km/hr? That was the max i went cus my dad sits right next to me and he kept on saying.. Hey Slow Down liaw! I had a huge surprise during dinner @ this place called Nibong Tebal where the proposed 2nd link which will be built connecting to the Island in 2010. 4 of us ordered dishes and rice and it only costs us RM37. Freaking cheapo man! I could not believe it! Having eating that on the Island costs at least RM50 okay?

A snapshot here with my Parents in Mandarin Oriental Hotel

once frequent come seldom

the offer letter come this 18th September was signed off on the Sept 11th. What an easy day to remember huh? Adding another serie of account to my advantage (not really one)

anyway..I think come next week marks the beginning of my career planning. Though not the ideal and what i most wanted but it's an opportunity to gain working experience as well as projecting for the future career planning. I could see myself (targeting) to develop in this career path for 3 yrs? the least i suppose.

my dept came one lady whose name can be easily remembered who is 2 yrs my senior (age wise). A Malaccan who came all the way to Penang for a job. I see how many people dislike KL as a result of the congestion and its size. I now also see why Penang is getting more congested day by day. Because KL haters all come hide under Penang's shade. :P. Sarcasm kicks in i know but i'm just telling the truth anyway.

a good piece of advice to those staying in the Province Wellesley who currently works in the Island is to Move to the Island. Why go thru all the hassle of waking up early to skip the traffic? And why dismiss work late to escape from the jam? Move over laa......It's a win win situation anyway. If there's no jam on the Penang Bridge then there would be no jam to certain roads in Penang heading to the bridge. Kelian me a bit can?

went to Kim Gary (yes again) last night. No choice because this friend of mine fancy Kim Gary so much so that once she got her ass on the chair she would be happily ticking off the list w/o even looking at the menu unlike me who need to look and look and flip thru the pages for a few mins and often having no idea yet what to order. i ordered a Luncheon Meat Sandwich and a Red Bean Ice in the end.

hehe i'm looking forward now to Haagen Daz's Ice Cream Fondue.

i figure out how much look alike my sister and I are today. I was at Sunshine Farlim and my mother bumped into one of her friends. Make a guess what that auntie say.

" Aiyaa...no wonder la look so a like. So familiar summore. I thought it's Ah Lay"

My elder sister's name is Ah Lay laa..i'm Ah Ling okayy? and by the way don't dare calling me Ah Ling except for my family cus it sounds so WEIRD!

anyway....the centre of this story is that apparently i'm a replica of Ah Lay. hahahha..sounds so funny. Except tht i'm fatter and taller than my sister is. to cut the story short both of us has the same "basin" face. (in hokkien please) and don't laugh!

so the 2 sisters are very much look-a-like and another loner sister whom someone say she was a mixed blood. i think one fine day we shall go take a Happy Family Picture of the 3 sisters plus the Parents. and not forgetting my brother-in-law and his kids who is now 11 and 9 yrs old. They can be my brothers seriously.

gone for 2 yrs

my first asset which is now worth i think about approximately one thousand bucks is coming back tomorrow. an asset which i think i will never touch again. not anytime soon. coming October it's 6yrs Old. Wow...tht's quite old. i'm out from sch for 5 long yrs already. out of uni for a superb god knows how long.

an unrelated note
sometimes i feel like smacking myself with a pile of books or watever there is right in front of me tht could be seen. and sometimes i just cant help it. i cant do much. things not in my control. i usually sit back and watch. Luckiy things has finally come to an almost full stop. Glad now!

then....

as i was on the way home this evening from work. i was at the pantry filling my water supply and you know what? this guy whom i obviously dont know (not handsome ok) he was talking to a lady while filling in his supply. " I hate Singaporeans, I hate Malaysians. Sorry to say that but i hate them. I'm not proud to be a Malaysian. I'm sad to be a Malaysian actually. I wish one day i can just leave this place. Go somewhere else sell all my assets"

Wow! I was like! Gutsy man! Talking out loud @ The Pantry.

Before we even knew it, there may be plenty people out there like this guy who wants to leave this place Malay-sia badly. For what reasons? unknown reasons? better known reasons? or obvious reasons that didnt seem obvious?

so much that is needless to say....

hang on...wait...time tells

i watched a program last night on one of the channels on astro. Things just came straight and struck my mind about WAITs.

I think we are born to WAIT. Not to wait for someone at designated meeting place to go for a drink or going to shop in the city.

Waiting in overall terms for things in life. Like the way i interpret it is that.

When we were young just born i mean, what do we know? Absolute nothing, we wait till we know how to walk, then grew teeth, then talk and then SCREAMS.

Then we waited for a few yrs to school. Kinder to Primary then to Secondary and to Tertiary.

Right after tht we let time tell us how to kick off our career, then it could be some already had boyfriends or some who are looking for one now.

Then we gave both parties sometime before tying the knots and then thru family planning.

Then we gave birth to our children and wait for them to be grown ups.

IT's all about waiting. What's more important is not the waiting BUT the process of it.

Make the best out of your process peeps.

In just 2 weeks I should be on leave and down I travel to KL again. This time I guess I should be driving down the Peninsula. Haven’t really figured out where am I going to stay could it be at aunt’s or cousin’s. Most importantly is hope not to Get Lost in the city.

The conversion is delayed due to certain circumstances which I’m hoping for it to settle soon. I finally found back my good night sleep these few nights. No more headaches, but still yawn almost every other day. lol.

Just last week I finally submitted an application for a Credit Card. I thought of whether it can be approved. The Credit card sales person offered me a UOB Lady’s Card (MASTER) and a VOX Wave Card (Visa). Apparently, the govt make it compulsory now for banks to offer both VISA and MASTER cards to cardholders.

Fingers crossed and let it be Approved.

you'll never know

when things comes our way..you'll never how it will happen. what's important is the process. i've always wanted to talk about this. The thing that what if you found out you fall for a close friend? And i think this should be happening quite lately and if not not long ago. I bought a copy of Cleo yesterday during my lunch break. And they brought up this issue.

Whatever it is. The main factor for us to factor in is "Is it friendship or Love?" Because we are usually confused over these 2 feelings. Do you know how to differentiate them?

Once you are sure whether it's the latter or the former it's either you take action or you kept yourself in silence. Take action because you are sure you like him/her and keeping in silence when you know if this goes wrong it will ruin your friendship and there's nothing going to go on between both of you.

Well things becomes tricky when friendship becomes LOVE. Why? Because it complicates everything. Friends around you and not the least yourself too. I'm sure we thought of how the friendship is going to carry on if either one of you "proposed" (don't know if this is the right word). It's either he/she have the same feelings over each other or nOt.

"It was Just A Misunderstanding"

And if you don't wish to see things go haywire do test him/her. See if he/she likes you? But how? Let me see what Cleo says....

hahahahahhaah....i feel funny.

Test the waters.
Such as setting up a dinner for 2 and if he/she is thrilled with it. Then both of you may tie the knot.Most importantly is to make sure your feelings are genuinely strong because you can lose your close friend just because of this.

Hmmm..dinner for 2 can proof something? I come to agree to a certain extent. Not all but least.

Try going to the beach or park at night. I think it's more romantic. (i know u have thoughts already but No No...NOT THAT!)

Good Luck!